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Conrad

10/22/2022 02:45 PM 

random

School was boring today. I failed a math test. Again. Oh well. My mom is probably going to be on me about it later. Oh well. Im going to take a nap. Goodnight.

Conrad

10/22/2022 07:30 AM 

*First Fight.....

So... I got into a fight. I dont know what happened. I saw red and when my vision cleared Stillman was on the ground and his nose was bloody and I couldnt breathe and- yeah. You get it. Anyways, i've been thinking about it and I think I figured out why. Stillman had said "I don't know how you can listen to that lecture one more time about Buck Jarrett..." (Guest, 264) during the swim meet (I had gone to watch, I dont even know why) and obviously, it reminded me of Bucky. I didnt realize how much it affected me. That article Berger showed me? It said that "feelings of anguish and despair...[can be] brought on by concrete reminders or discussions about the deceased" (Tal Young). So maybe I was feeling anguish and despair. God, I miss Buck so much. Its true, it's agonizing, 'cause it was my fault. I couldve done something... Anything. I've started analyzing why things happen in my life. Why I do certain things. Given this article, I think the guilt his words brought up led to this angry outburst. My anger shows up seamingly out of nowhere, and its impossible to control because it all comes out at once. Im late for school now, haha. Bye.

Conrad

10/21/2022 10:40 PM 

*Anxiety and Me.

My therapist and I have decided to do a bit of research, to "help me heal", about how grief affects teens mental health and how it affects me after my brother died. I was never formally diagnosed with Anxiety, but its pretty obvious. Everyone says so. Every day i'm constantly overthinking and God it makes life so difficult sometimes. I like to call myself "Conrad the anxious failure" (Guest, 19). I was talking with Berger one day, Berger is my therapist. He correlated my anxiety to my suicide attempt. He said anxiety can be a leading factor, I don't know if i believe him. I was reading this article though and it said "nearly 90% of suicides are associated with a diagnosable mental health or substance abuse disorder" (Tal Young). I wasn't diagnosed with Anxiety, but everyone seems to think I have it. I think I might be apart of the 90% because of that. I guess its one of the bigger indicators that I was at risk in the first place. So, I guess Berger was right, and I guess it makes sense. Part of me just wanted it to stop. The ruminating, the shaking, the agony. Anyways, I'm gonna go to sleep now. Haha. Sorry. Goodnight. 

XxWhiteWolf107xX

10/21/2022 10:37 PM 

aaaaa squared

test #2 lolol

XxWhiteWolf107xX

10/21/2022 10:37 PM 

hIIII

aaaaa testing something for class

ace

10/19/2022 06:07 PM 

little hat
Current mood:  happy

got a stupid little hat on. living my best life

existencia

10/18/2022 10:52 PM 

3

¿Soy una mala persona? Todos los días me pregunto eso.El otro día mi mamá me retó porque le mentí, le dije que sí me había tomado unos medicamentos que, como ya te imaginaras, no me los tomé, pero por favor, necesito un descanso, a la mañana 5ml de fluoxetina, 10 gotas de GUNA-mood, una pastilla nervoheel, una pastilla de fexofenadina, otra de desloratadina, jueputa, no aguanto. Ella me dijo que no podía estar mintiendo, que eso significaba que no le tenía respeto ni a ella ni a nadie, eso me dejo con la duda de ¿Qué es el respeto? Poniéndonos técnicos, según la RAE el respeto es "Veneración, acatamiento que se hace a alguien."  Perdón por mi falta de léxico, pero, ¿Qué putas es el acatamiento? Okey, lo acabo de buscar y aparentemente es la "Acción de acatar" dale, muchas gracias Google, ahora acatar, según la amada RAE es "Aceptar con sumisión una autoridad o normas legales, una orden, etc." No me vengan con esa mierda por favor, siempre esa obsesión con su malparida ley. Cada cosa que se oponga a lo que ellos quieren es inmediatamente una falta de respeto. Acabo de ver otra definición de la Real Academia para el respeto: "Miedo." He notado que los adultos (o por lo menos mis padres) tienen esa manía con el miedo, siempre que me mando una cagada, no importa que tan mínima sea, mi papá siempre intenta imponerme un miedo, no se que quiere lograr pero no lo hace. Algo que me parece gracioso es que cada vez que no le sigo el juego y solo lo miro cuando me esta retando es que siempre me dice esa frase "no me pongas cara de vaca de revista" Nunca la entendí pero me parece gracioso. Busqué vaca de revista en Google y quedo con más preguntas que respuestas, adjunto imagen. https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&url=https%3A%2F%2Fissuu.com%2Fasocebu%2Fdocs%2Felcebu411&psig=AOvVaw0WjpPMT1fYCXNMeRFTdrw0&ust=1666235735866000&source=images&cd=vfe&ved=0CAwQjRxqFwoTCICAiPqp6_oCFQAAAAAdAAAAABAq

social

10/18/2022 07:24 PM 

The State of Israel

The State of Israel was established on the solid foundations of social justice and equality, as reflected in its Declaration of independence. This thread has woven through its society ever since in government, the private sector and civil society, and is as prominent in action as it is in talk. Israel’s healthy DNA in this respect generates both a robust and ongoing public discourse on a host of issues, from closing socio-economic gaps to advancing innovative technologies for social good. The names “Israel” and “Start-up Nation” have become synonymous. Truth is, Israel is much more than a world innovation leader: it boasts a robust social eco-system reinforced by intensive and ongoing activities by the government, private and non-profit sectors (both separately and in cooperation with each other). Today, its strengths in the innovation and social areas are beginning to merge, as the country moves toward a new status: Impact Nation. Israel attaches great importance to the implementation of the United Nation’s 2030 Agenda for Sustainable Development with its 17 Goals (SDGs), and naturally participated in the voluntary national reviews (VNRs) where member states had the opportunity to share their experiences – successes, challenges and lessons learned. This blog has been established to follow this exciting development and highlight the players moving it forward. Israel is far from perfect; no society is. But it is definitely among a relatively small number of counties which recognize that social challenges exist, confront them head-on and make every possible effort to successfully overcome them. It is in this space that our blog emerges: to shed light on the spectrum of Israeli activities – both public and private – to make the world a better place, both domestically and globally. Tikun Olam & SDGs in Israel The Hebrew term Tikun Olam has deep roots in Jewish theology and philosophy. At the most basic level, it recognizes our world is in disrepair and that we have a personal responsibility to help mend it. In a more individual sense, the term directs us to show compassion to those in need – and most importantly: take action ourselves! This is why Tikun Olam and the UN’s Sustainable Development Goals go hand in hand – and that advancing SDG implementation comes naturally to Israel and its citizens. This is what we are trying to illustrate in Social Impact Israel, from the Changemakers profiles to the informative posts.  

Aj

10/18/2022 06:59 PM 

I am sick and tired of living with my parents and my mom keeps torturing me to get me in troubl
Current mood:  unhappy

I know most of my people would probaby hate on me for this or don’t give a s**t about me or don’t believe me and think that I am a bad person and thinking that I wanted to hurt the kids but I didn’t and that is not true because my mom got me to yelled in front of people in the neighborhood, I need help to get me out of my parents especially my mom and my brother because they torture me to get me in trouble by the police also my niece Golden thinking that I’m a bad person also thinking I wanted to her my Niece but that is not true and I already have a bad record and it’s all because my mom is the one that got me to yelled in front of people I told the neighbors it was my mom is the one that got me to yelled trying to get me in trouble by the police I’m might going to end up in jail if people don’t help me get my own place, then you guys are just like other people thinks that I’m an a** and because I might have to end up In jail all because of my mom keep getting me in trouble because I am sick and tired of drama and parents always treated me like s**t also my parents forces me to stay in Phillipines and I hate it here and if you guys think I’m just making excuses, then you guys probaby got brainwash by my parents like my mom or my brother and I don't know what to say to you guys and I'm not trying to fight with you people and I'm just expressing the feeling the truth about my mom and my brother, even though I be nice and respect my mom and my brother before and long time too but they still treated me like s**t since when I was a kid back then too until now and I still get treated so unfair 

ace

10/17/2022 09:33 PM 

ugh
Current mood:  annoyed

i hate wanting to something and wanting to do nothing at the same time

新世界滅入

10/17/2022 03:41 PM 

Therefore I am [in progress]

だめいったいなにか言ってか?あしの名前を言うなどうもというけれど私の気持ちが分かると思うな[よ」楽しそうけど嘘のようにおもえる人は人、我は我よそんなの関係ねぇ友達じゃないよねかっこいと思ってる我思う故に我あり友達じゃないよねかっこいと思ってる我思う故に我あり報道機関があなたの名前と一緒にを載せて欲しくない。違うすぎるだよ諸記事、諸記事、諸記事「平凡なあなただ」と言って 「たのしみに」インタビュー、、インタビュー、インタビューその名前?知らん顔した楽しみか?構わないよそんなの関係ねぇ友達じゃないよねかっこいと思ってる我思う故に我あり友達じゃないよねかっこいと思ってる我思う故に我ありごめんねあなたの名前をしりないごめんねあなたの名前をしりない友達じゃないよねかっこいと思ってる我思う故に我あり友達じゃないよねかっこいと思ってる我思う故に我あり

Yuto

10/17/2022 09:25 PM 

current

NASA = KGB SURVEILLANCE WAR PROG.///TERMINOLOGY: ARCHITECHT OF WAR TYPE///DESERT.. GRAY SKY WITH WHITENED SUN LIGHT SPHERE WITH MOISTURE OF DUSTS ON AIR.. SOUND OF RHYMING M60 E3 "KAHKAHKAH KAH KAH"FOOLING AROUND WITH RECOIL CALIBER BLOW LIKE HIP HOP BEAT..B2 SPIRIT READYROBOTIC ARMS JOINTING WINGKABOOOM SHOCK TEST OF HYDRO BOMBING FLARE.PROXY DATA SOLDIERS ON 1960S APC WATCHING TOWARDS LIGHTENED FUME ON BLAU SKIES.SOUND OF TRANSMIT "KGB RECOGNIZED MIXTURE TROOP OF INTERNATIONALS FROM EUROPE IN CHINA.. ALL OF YOU MUST BE ELIMINATED..DZZZ.DZZ NASA..DZZZ"KABOOOM MELTING SURVEILLANCE CAMERA LENS LIQUIFIES SHAKING SOLDIER WITH HELMET AND MACHINE GUN ON GUNNERS SEAT LOOKING TO SKY FACE MELTING.PUPIL JUICED CHEEK HOLED SKULL BONES TO ASHED BLACKENED CAMERA AS VAPORIZED WITH STEAM.. SURVEILLANCE PROGRAM ENDS.///MEINE RACK SYSTEM ARCHITECHT///LINE 6 BMW SIDE OF MY RACK MORE C1500 RED 90S FLUED..GOES ALONG WITH DUAL RECTIFIERGT PRO TOYOTA 86 NOT QUITE GOES ALONG WITH DIEZEL VH4 MIDI GT PRO AND PEDALS TO BLACK BEAUTY ALONG VICTOR GRUCHENKO CUSTOM. 

SUSPICIOUSNESS

10/17/2022 08:53 PM 

CANTEENS
Current mood:  animated

JUST MADE MY FIRST CANTEEN :3

ace

10/17/2022 10:32 PM 

i'm cool guys wtf
Current mood:  blank

32 profile views but not 32 friend requests.. /j

JeSsae

10/17/2022 02:06 AM 

Dragging My Crown

She is a boy who shadered my perspective of sex & being excited, to sadness.



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