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01/20/2022 05:27 PM 

how am i???

i dnt evn remember the last time i smked weed but i'm still high 

tumblr, internet, pop, vaporwave, Hyperpop, chiptune, city pop, seapunk, punk


01/20/2022 04:43 PM 

suicide= winning life= ending

thnking abt suicide </33333 abt 2 k!ll myslf el  o el

tumblr, internet, pop, autistic vaporwave, Hyperpop, chiptune, city pop, seapunk, punk

Atlas <3

01/20/2022 04:29 PM 

My Literal Stupidity.
Current mood:  shocked

Im listening to Spotify rn and i put the lyrics to a song on and realized ive been singing the wrong lyics for like- 6 months and i feel hella stupid so- from now on i will listen to every single solitary f***ing song with the lyrics on so i mustnt feel this shame once again.


01/20/2022 09:54 PM 

Current mood:  anxious

So we all know the news right?  Livenation have announced one of the most stacked emo lineups since projekt revolution lololol. TBH I live in the UK so I wouldn't be able to go anyway, but i dont think i would go if i lived nearby. It seems very very sketch. Livenation is pretty good at concerts and festivals (apart from astroworld...) but this just seems to good to be true. 1. Its all on one day, with only 3 stages. There's so many good bands in that lineup and none of them should get 20 minute sets. MCR and paramore will probs get big sets, but that's super unfair to bands like Thursday who will probs only get to play like 3 songs. :/2. IDK about u but last time i heard...the US isn't doing too hot with covid. I think if this goes ahead half of the bands wont show up because of it. 3. THE PRICE??? Dude. I love all those bands but for the amount of songs ur probably gonna get. It's not worth it. BUT WE WILL SEE HOW IT GOES, I GUESS. 

festival, when we were young, livenation, emo, music


01/20/2022 07:18 PM 

Getting my booster today
Current mood:  determined

So today I'm scheduled to take my third Covid-19 vaccine in a hall called Åsanehallen, in the Åsane borough of Bergen, which lies north of the city center and it's a bit further away than the last two places where I had my other two shots of the vaccine, but with a light rail-bus transfer, I'll manage and be able to get there without any trouble, although I've never been at this hall before. I've heard people now can choose between Pfizer and Moderna but it remains to be seen until I get there if it turns out I actually get to choose as well, and if that's the case, I see myself going for Moderna as that gives a better protection than Pfizer but if the latter is the only one they have available, I'll accept that one too as the most important thing for me is to get my booster dose. My appointment is at 15:30 and when I get back home, I'll take it easy for the rest of the day in case any side effects occur. Have you gotten your booster yet?

Covid19, Corona, vaccine

Jamaal's info for her real selfie🤳

01/20/2022 02:37 AM 

Informatica que ayuda por dinero desde Western en espanol
Current mood:  thoughtful

Nada sucio/por uno de mis senoritas 🇨🇺🇲🇽🇩🇴🇧🇷🇦🇲 si yo combino con tú en publicó/mismo para desayuno/Posible un bocadillo🌯/ sin carne pero con queso🧀/Usa mi ayudando info🗣 pagar por la comida con los numeros desde tu tarjeta de credito 💳 y o paga me dinero💰💵Dos asientos a la mesa esperando en un ⭐⭐⭐restaurante.Palabras que ayuda son información vender.  Posible enviar dinero a los números de mi banco.  Las más fotas de un depósito papel envia esta pagina después una visita a mi banco el más informacion.  Yo pienso que es razonable👍.


01/19/2022 10:11 PM 

Current mood:  depressed

so, yeah...yesterday they announced the BEST FESTIVAL LINEUP EVER in las vegas...AFI, MCR, pierce the veil, boys like girls, paramore, bright eyes (not emo but w/e), mayday parade. my mom never let me go to warped Dx so let me tell u i wuz HYPED LIKE A MO FO. buuuuut haha. seems kinda sketch tho...63 bands 3 stages 12 hours. so we only gon hear like 4 songs from every band??? nah man f*** that. and for like $250? one day? man i sling beer at lollapalooza every year and i been goin to 4 day fests for free as long as i've been legal. livenation, miss me with that sh*t. as much as i wanna go...this sh*t ain't i the only one who feels sad about this? i feel so disappointed and alone.

emo, elder emo, punk, when we were young fest, music, emo music, me

Atlas <3

01/19/2022 08:01 PM 

Babysitting T-T
Current mood:  bored

Sooooooooo right now at this moment in time i am very much bored and i like- really want some song recommendations cuz i babysitting a 1 year old gremlin and  need to brainwash him with rock so he doesnt turn into someone with sh*t music taste


01/19/2022 05:25 PM 

&& she could make hell, feel just like home...
Current mood:  chill

1. Last place you were? here, at my house.2. Place you wish you were right now? in his arms, after a meetcute walmart run-in back home...3. last thing you ate? lonche bañado de pierna.4. Shoes you are wearing: noneeee. imma free spirit!5. mountains, beach, or meadow- where would you rather go: mountains!6. Favorite animal: elephant. they are so peaceful.7. Favorite food: lonches bañados. i've been obsessed with em, since i got to guadalajara.8. Favorite drink: black coffee.9. Hottest celebrity: andrew garfield. yowza.10. Favorite book: it's a tie between all my past journals.11. Favorite movie: whisper of the heart.12. favorite xmas gift you have ever gotten: i don't celebrate christmas but love when people gimme starbucks gift cards as presents. i use the crap outta those.13. what happened this year that made you happy: the announcement of when we were young fest. now to see if it actually happens...14. where you live: guadalajara.15. favorite candy: covid ruined my sense of taste, i can't taste sweets anymore.16. A fear: ghosts.17. Another fear: failure.18. how rain makes you feel: at home.19. love: listening to old emo songs from when i was a kid.

me, personal, blog, survey, emo


01/19/2022 04:37 PM 

Current mood:  accomplished


01/19/2022 03:02 PM 

first post lolz
Current mood:  artistic

heyooo whatup!still tryna understand this site lmfaojust wanted to come by and say heyoowell buh bye now :333 

random , first


01/19/2022 01:53 PM 

Current mood:  guilty

today went real friend got covid (I only have 2 at school) and I got in a fight with some really dominant girls from my class, they are talking badly about me the hole time (extra loud so I won't miss a word). Like I hate school ok? But this girls are making everything worst. It doesn't matter where I go, they are alway there. And I'm honestly afraid of going to school, and everything just stresses me rn. Also a really bad thing that happened is that I start eating everytime I feel bad and I just CAN'T stop.


01/19/2022 11:22 PM 


I am so excited!!! My birthday is tommorow and I will be 12! I might be allowed to skip school so we can go to skyzone! I also am getting Legend Of Zelda Breath Of The Wild, for my switch!!!



01/19/2022 02:30 AM 

after all this time, i'm coming home 2 u...
Current mood:  awake

What's the last thing you put in your mouth? avocado smoothiiiiie. ñam.Have you ever kissed anyone named Matthew? nooooo haha.Where was your default picture taken? my old apartment, in querétaro.Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20? uhhhh ex fling's daughter, i think. don't know many kids.Can you play guitar hero? nooooo haha my bff back home is a champ tho. he'll kick your ass.Last time you walked further than a block? earlier this afternoon, going to a coffee shop.Name someone that made you laugh today? some guy on tiktok.When was the last time you saw number 3 on your top friends? i got no friends on here yet...add meh! xDHow late did you stay up last night and why? uhhhh like 3am. geoguessr sh* could move somewhere else, would you? if you pay me, sure.Ever been kissed under fireworks? don't think so...Do you believe ex's can be friends? yeah! maybe not besties but friends yeah.Do you like calling or texting better? texting. never call me, i ain't gon answer, haha.How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper? NO. that's my mama's favorite, ain't about that life.When was the last time you cried really hard? like 15 mins ago. found a video of ryan ross singing northern downpour from 2019. f***in waterworks, man.Where is your biological father right now? back on the farm like always. i miss him.Where are you at right now? my house in guadalajara.What bed did you sleep in last night? mine?What was the last thing someone bought for you? my roomie brought me coffee from his hometown in veracruz. i drink it every day!Who took your profile picture? meeee :3 vanity FTW.Who was the last person you took a picture of? my waiter at the coffee shop HAHAHA he wore a shirt to work that said "sorry i'm late, i didn't wanna be here." i died xDDDWas yesterday better than today? noooo lmao i was so sleep deprived.Can you live a day without TV? yeah, i got a laptop.Are you mad about anything? just the pandemic being renewed for a season 3. i thought vaccines were the season finale.Do you think relationships are ever really worth it? depends what you want.Night out or night in? night in. not about the bar life.Are you more of an individual or an outgoing person? going out alone!What items could you not go without during the day? Would you share a drink with a stranger? in this pandemic? F*** naw man.Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? lmaooo ryan, that time i had a bike wreck and tore my leg open.Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced? ummm yes? do what you want manHave you ever thrown shoes on a telephone wire? naw, i ain't got no kinda aim.What does the last text message in your inbox say? "ja he's a good one"How do you feel about your life right now? meh...been happier. wish the f***ing pandemic would end...i miss my friends.How many times have you been pulled over by the police? haha...more than i'd like to admit. good thing i'm cute and white and they let me go if i act dumb enough...Do you hate anyone? no. only filled with deep disappointment over some.Do you talk dirty to people? yes!!! hahaha i love embarrassing people.If we were to look in your inbox, what would we find? very long audio notes of me talking about kpop and music scene stuff.Will you have a valentine this year? who knows? cat. XDLast person you talked to on the phone? i answered a call from an oklahoma number and breathed heavy till they hung up.Can you easily tell if someones fake? yuhhhhHow's your heart? been better.Say you were given a drug test right now, Would you pass? yeahhhh unless a vitamin cocktail counts.What song is stuck in your head? A7X, Dear God. love it.Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, who do you want it to be? Micah. Why's he on my mind lately? IdkkWanna have kids before you’re 30?: for that to happen, I'd have to get pregnant in the next month. haha.Name something you have to do tomorrow?: teach schooooollllCan you whistle?: no :(Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back? stomach. bad habit but i can't stop.What gets in your way of your sleeping? geoguessr.Are your eyes the same color as your mom's or dad's? dad :)Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?: yeahhhhDo you think too much or too little?: too much. i worry myself sick.Do you smile a lot?: yes. gotta keep my teacher face on in class.Who was your last missed call on your cell phone? spam probably. i never answer.Are you happy with your life?: i guess as happy as i can be with the panadería going on.Can you handle the truth? can you?Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday?: lmfaoooo.What was the last book you read?: sugar blue. kids book i stole from my school's library.Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?: nooooo! i love ryan. we've been pals for over a decade now!Is there something you always wear? yesss haha smith westerns and diiv shirts. i can wear em without pants no problem.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?: editing my layout. might change it again though.Have you ever crawled through a window?: yesss haha to break into my own house.Do you like yourself?: yes! there are things i would change, though.Have you ever dyed your hair?: yes, but not in years.Are you wearing a necklace?: no.Are you an emotional person?: way too.What's something that can always make you feel better?: catching up with old friends on zoom.Will this weekend be a good one?: yes and no. having surgery but it'll fix my chronic pain, i hope.What do you want right now? i want the pandora to endHave you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?: i mean, i'm non-binary, so...Look behind you, what do you see?:wall, mirror, guitar, dry erase board.Have you ever worked in a food place? i worked for postmates for one day xDWhat would you name your future daughter?: maron. don't want kids though.Any summer plans for 2022?: ummm might go to oaxaca or chiapas. def gonna work lollapalooza in august.The last thing you heard?: my roomie's cat meowing at me. aw.

survey, about me, quiz, personal


01/18/2022 05:15 PM 

Personal Already?
Current mood:  blah

We broke up, but we still like eachother. Ain't that interesting?I didn't plan on saying anything but I couldn't just say I need more time to think when I've really already made my choice. There was a lot of crying and, I guess denial. Man... I feel horrible. I feel like I messed up, and honestly, I wouldn't deny it. It's really my fault. I didn't think it would lead up to this, or that the problem was this much of a problem to me.Ideally, I would've liked to stay in the relationship and enjoy the luxuries that couples get, and share sweet moments like some cheesy TV couple. That's all. But that one thing... that one little thing just kept crushing me. If I can't sort that one thing out, then I can't have what I want.Unfortunately, I wouldn't go through with it. So it came to this conclusion.I've apologized, but doesn't feel like it's enough, and there's no way to make it up to them. I truely feel like this is for the best, for him and I guess for me. We're polar opposites and neither of us want to budge. Or atleast one couldn't even if they had the choice. It was all up to me. So yeah, I feel responsible for all the wrong.Crazy, that one thing would solve everything, yet it's so damn important for me to stay where I stand. I didn't think I'd end up like this.It's like some weed I found in the garden. To get rid of that weed, you just gotta dig out the roots right? So yeah, I dug for awhile, to fix that lovely garden we started growing. Then I dug, and dug, and dug... and dug until I realized just how deep rooted this rotton plant was. Did I give up?... on one hand, one can argue that yes, I did give up. On the other, those roots are made out of titanium, this weed is staying because it's not exactly a weed to be removed. It's a flower I'm mistaking as a weed. But hey, I could be wrong. I'm still arguing with myself about it.Why me?But, well, what's done is done. I know he's hoping I take it all back and magically change stance but... again this is for the best, and if I ever do change, well then great! And if it doesn't, I can't just have him waiting for nothing. And selfishly... I don't want that pressure in my subconcious. I'm sorry.Now I'm just a bit lost. I kinda don't know where to go. He was the last person I could talk to so I guess I'm on my own.I'm pretty stupid for doing that. Being in only a romantic relationship with no friendships... the friendships I did have were his friends, but even then they were never my friends. Yeah, I was part of the group but let's face it, they talk to him and they're there for him. We never talk outside of the social group. I'm not upset with them or anyone for that, just with myself.Friends of my own... I would like that. I wanna be the one people admire and look forward to chatting! Sharing random junk and feel so comfortable to just text whenever and whatever.Even the other day I was invited to some group event. It was someone's birthday, and by association, I got invited. Never met this person but hey cool, I was on that list. I stopped by for a few minutes and eventually left.I was familiar with a few people there, and there were tons of people there. It's a huge event so I can't really be too upset that I didn't have anyone around me. They were all busy chatting with eachother and hanging with birthday boy. I talked with a buddy of mine but eventually they were off with another and I was left alone, just sitting there. Now normally when I'm with these people, I'm always off to the side kinda just watching. I don't really... click with them. Sure casual small talk, but nothing significant. Just have mutual respect and then leave eachother alone. Some do annoy me... but they're not bad people. Just something rubs me the wrong way and I don't really want to befriend them. Though I don't have any room to complain, now do I?Anyways, being there, times x5 the amount of people, it got all the more lonely. I hated the noise, everyone having fun, and with the relationship on my mind... yeah I decided to just head on out.Well, time to figure out what I'm gonna do with myself. Finding friends, occupying my time in the meantime and get used to a new normal. I'll be strong, and I'll be alright. Gonna do my best. Either that or I bawl my eyes out, and frankly I'm a bit scared of that last one LOL.Alright, well, goodnight, you'll probably hear from me often for awhile until I sort myself out. I hope you've been having a better day, even by a little bit. It's refreshing to hear others have a good one. 

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