Not all friendships are perfect. Not all friendships are the same. Some start out rough, some start out smooth. And most don't even start. Most become enemies. Some become friends, and very few become best friends. And then when trust come into affect, those few that become best friends eventually gain that trust. If not, then they lose it. And then they stop being friends. And never speak again.
Now with that being said, this phenomenal bing right here is Castiel. And he just happens to be my best friend in the entire f***ing world. If it werenít for this guy right here, I donít think I would be here, on this planet anymore. I know at times that we get on each others nerves, and we butt heads and disagree on a lot. But you know what? I wouldnít change a damn f***ing though about us. You and I, I think have the perfect friendship. I know that nothing is every perfect, but you and I are pretty damn close. Weíve been through more things together than I can count, and I wouldnít want anyone else there to hold my hand through the bad times but him. Heís seen me at my absolute worst, and he has seen me at my absolute best. And he hasnít run away from me yet. And I canít thank him enough for never leaving my side, never giving up on me, and never letting me fall down and break. He is my rock. He keeps up standing when I canít stand on my own. Heís my everything. Heís my Babe. for reasons that are none of your business and that he and I have explained way too much to people. So, he and I wonít be explaining it anymore. Heís my person!♥ This is something I wrote for him a while ago explaining exactly what I mean when I say that heís my person.;; You're the person I go to with anything and everything. You're the person that can make me smile no matter how sad I am. You're the person that make me laugh till it feels like I've burst a lung. And even when I'm mad at you, you're the person that makes me forget why I was mad in the first place. You're the person that makes me happy. You're the person that holds all my secrets. You're the person that doesn't judge me, but you're also the person to tell me when I'm being stupid. You're the person that makes me get up in the morning. You're the person that I can never explain. You're the person that always comes through. You're the person that makes sure I'm okay. You're the person that brightens all my days. You're the person I go to sleep talking to. You're the person that I need. You're the person that never leaves. You're the person does everything for me. You're the person I see. You are the person that I can't live with out. You're just... That person. You. Are. My. Person.
Castiel, you are truly someone that I can not live without. If I didnít have you in my life, I donít know what I would do, where Iíd be, if Iíd even be alive, or who I would even be. Looking back on who we were, and what we have become now. I donít think thereís anything that I would have chased on our path to today. Not even our bad times, or our down times. Not even the times we fought. Only because they helped get us to where we are now. I love you so much, I never want to lose you. I lost you once, and Iím not going to let you leave me again. You mean more to me than you could ever imagine. I know at times it doesnít seem like that, but you really do. And I know at times that Iím a really sh*tty friend, but I need you to know just how much I f***ing appreciate you. I know Iím not good at showing that either. But I appreciate you more than I could put into words. Youíre the most amazing person I have ever met. And I would do anything for you, always. I need you in my life, Castiel. Iím not going to let you leave. If you try to leave me, Iíll come at you kicking, screaming and throwing a tantrum until you say youíre going to stay with me. I will always need you and want you in my life. I just hope you will always want and need me too♥
About me: The Struggle Is Part of the Story
Twenty-Three | Female | Bisexual | TakenByKyle | September 28, 2015 <3.
Hey there. My name is Shaun. I used to have a super long "about me" thing. But then I realized that no one ever read it. So what was the point in keeping it up, right? Well, here I am to tell you about myself, and I don't really know what to tell you. I'm an open book, if you ask me something about me, I'll answer you. But if you're being gross or inappropriate, I'll probably just immediately block you. So, probably best not to do so. This isn't my first profile, I've had many, many accounts over the years, I keep deleting cause I get bored.... But keep coming back because I get even more bored without it. I'm pretty easy to get along with, I can talk to just about anyone. I'm shy and introverted, but at the same time I'm loud and outgoing. I know that doesn't make sense, but you'll just have to trust me and take my word on that. I like to think I'm a nice person, but that's for you to decide. But I guess I should actually give you some basics about me;;
- I have issues with Depression and Anxiety, and HATE when people romanticize them.
- My dogs are my life♥ Total dog person.
- I'm a hairstylist , and I constantly change my hair.
- I don't know what I want to do with my life, but I feel I still have time to figure that out.
- I'm a Drag King, I perform as Stevie Ramone. And have performed every year at the Pride festivals in my city.
- I'm not very good at making friends, so please bare with me.
- I'm addicted to music, reading, and writing (though, I haven't written anything in a while).
- I love to help people with their problems as best as I can.
- I'm a lover and a fighter. I fight for what I love, and I love to fight!♥
- I love to watch movies, and tv cuddles up on the couch with my dogs.
- I love curling up on the couch with a big cup of tea, and get lost in a good book♥.
- I love the rain. I could sit in a storm and not be bothered by it. Or sit in my window and watch the rain fall♥.
- I LOVE tattoos and piercings, I think it's the sexiest thing that someone could do to their body.♥.
Okay, other than what I've listed I don't really know what everyone wants to know. If you want to know something about me that's not on my profile anywhere. Feel free to send me a message and ask me. I don't bite.. you know unless you want me too ;) haha. If you're reading this, I think you should add me and talk to me, you won't regret it, I swear. :) Add me. Talk to me. Get to know me. Befriend me.
- I don't put up with bullsh*t, pervs, rude people. You will be instantly blocked.
You WILL be blocked if you are nothing but a pervert, rude, or inappropriate. I will not tolerate it anymore. I've been treated like sh*t by way too many people for far too long, and I will not stand for it anymore. Being a cunt, or an a**hole, or all around douchebag, you will be blocked! I've had people I've never even spoken to be complete sh*theads, and I'm not dealing with it anymore!!! Please Do NOT;; Don't ask me for Skype, Kik, SnapChat, or my phone number. If I want you to have any of those, I will give it to you. But only if we have talked for a while and have gotten to know you. If you ask once, and I say no. Please don't keep asking. That's just really f***ing annoying, and you will be blocked.
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Leave me†something†that will make me smile and make my day/night?♥