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Whyyyy!
Current mood:
 impatient
*Trigger warning Mentions of self harm and other things are in this post, if triggered please leave.*
I've been struggling with weight loss for many years because of my lack of motivation to do so. I'm currently 13 St 5 which is wayyy too unhealthy for my age (23 y/o) my idea weight is 11 stone but no matter what I try my weight won't budge!! I honestly have tried starving myself, throwing up, water detox, eating a sh*t ton of mentos and tic tacs as a laxative but that set off my irritable bowel syndrome symptoms -_- *Fml* my sisters offered to take me to my local gym as she works there, but with my severe social anxiety I have panic attacks just thinking about setting foot inside. I'm envious of most women my age and their metabolisms being able to lose weight fast. I've not eaten any chocolate or sweets (Candy) for two months, I'm on an all fibre breakfast because of my ibs, I'm eating more bio yogurts because of my ibs, and eating more veg and exercising but nothing seems to be working. I'm resorting to saving up money and getting liposuction. This is making me f***ing depressed, I've lost the will and self harmed recently.
Any help before I break any further??
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