๐Ÿ‰๐ŸŒŒ๐Ÿ’—And you don't seem the lying kind A shame then I can read your mind๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒŒ๐Ÿ‰ Insta: @nesquik.bunny ๐Ÿ’žartist

MySpace Layouts

Layouts / Invader Zim controls / Funny Pictures


Nesquik

Last Login:
July 17th, 2023



Gender: Female
Age: 21
Sign: Aries
Country: Ireland

Signup Date:
November 16, 2019

Subscriptions:

03/31/2021 01:51 PM 

car headache
Current mood:  unhappy

Aw man i have just the worst headache right now... I shouldn't have went into that car

03/31/2021 01:27 PM 

Birthday
Current mood:  blah

It's my birthday today! I didn't really want to do anything since ive been depressed lately, but my mother insisted to drag me out to go to the Botanical Gardens. I'm in class now feeling a bit blah since i just left from a car, but i guess i have some time to breathe now that my mother went out to get groceries. I told her already that i just wanted to rest today, but she wants to drag me out to eat later. I guess it would be rude if me to deny the offer since aparently everyone else is going.

02/28/2021 12:33 PM 

2020 was a year to be remembered
Current mood:  blah

I remember being called out of class on the last day of junior year. I didn't know that that would be my last day of juiour year; I was already aware of Covid, but all I was told is that school would be off for a week or two. Of course I was pestered on the subject due to my Asian heritage on the course many obtuse and ignorant classmates, but Covid-19 never really hit me until the first case came to my town. My mother, understandbly panicked as she works at a delivery servuce, went completely off the rails on precautions regarding the pandemic. I didnt mind that factor, but it was also my job to insure she didnt have a panic attack meanwhile. As the date for returning to school kept being pushed back, I thought I'd take the time to do more art, as evidently I had all the time in the world. But ironically Ive felt very uninspired whilst locked at home. I'm an introvert, so I dont mind being locked in the house, but I suppose all brains need a some outside stimulation. The same being with tragedy, as a thought I always come up with my best works of art when undergoing such circumstances. But now, three family members of mine are dead and I still didn't feel compelled to work. Although this event was the most impactful, I still haven't cried over it. I guess I thought I shouldn't be crying around my mother because I felt I didn't deserve to. However on New Years Eve I cried so hard that I missed the ball drop. The transition between 2020 and 2021 was seamless in my eyes and it felt as though it never really mattered. I'm a senior now and although I may feel like college debt will put me in whole heap of trouble in the future somehow, I feel like I need it now. 

02/28/2021 02:36 PM 

Getting into Minecraft again
Current mood:  blissful


When I had recently gotten a switch just about last year of April, I had only the intentions of using it for the newest installment of Animal Crossing, as I was just about hell-bent of finding any sort of comfort in these times of the pandemic. I had a great time playing that, of course, but I felt that I needed to look back on another video game I enjoyed playing as a child: Minecraft. Now I won't make it seem like I'm some sort of master at the game as the last time I had played it was when the demo was out, but I guess I would be considered some kind of relic concerning my relationship with it. So I bought the game expecting the same plain atmosphere that I was used to, but to my suprise, the game had so much more. Without intent, I became addicted to it and with great causation. At the time, I was having trouble making art and being that I go to an art school, that'd be no good for my grade. As silly as it would sound to many, this game sort of put a spark in me that I was missing for almost half the year. It's creative mode indulged me to make an entire world inside this game and had me craving for more. I tried out it's Survival Mode and it gave me a similar acceleration to making an art project. Tiring for days on end for the end project but enjoying it's experience. Developing a relationship with your art and then enveloping yourself in the end result. With minecraft, the drive to create has been rekindled in me. There wasn't as much pressure for the end product and eventually playing it a little day by day gently led me back to creating amazing art pieces.

11/08/2020 08:36 PM 

Chore day
Current mood:  accomplished

I spent the day cleaning! I was planning on just spending 1 or two hours on chores when i woke up, but it took longer than I thought. I'd rather much spend my Sunday working on art, but least my living space is clean. 

02/13/2020 06:26 PM 

Log 1
Current mood:  crappy

I'm sick out of my mind but I can't just not go to school. It only gets worse and worse everytime I go to school.ย  I'm supposed to be going out on a dinner and movie with my grandfather but I'm such a doormat, I couldn't say no. I felt guilt tripped when he said he was all alone. I almost collapsed today, I'm not sure how I'll handle tomorrow.

11/18/2019 09:07 PM 

Overwhelmed
Current mood:  confused

I didn't get to finish my art project, my apush project, or my essays in slang. I'm not sure if I care too much about it anymore either.

11/17/2019 09:27 PM 

Famille
Current mood:  blah

Everything's been so overwhelming lately and I'm not sure how to take it. So much stress with life and school but I guess there's nothing can do about it. Just have to suck it up for now.

View All Posts



Mobile | Terms Of Use | Privacy | Cookies | Copyright | FAQ | Support

© 2024. FriendProject.net All Rights Reserved.