Here's a long blog about what I think I should try instead of feeling down and hiding it from people. I decided this morning that I would take a morning walk in the park in order to relieve much of my stress and anxiety-- it did work and I do feel somewhat a lot better just from doing something different in this day. Therefore I'm probably going to incorporate some type of park or nature walk into my day every day. It felt good to do something that detached me away from my everyday life and I feel like I'm going to start a new chapter of my life where I learn how to be a much more better personality and person in total. I know I've not been the nicest or kindest person; but I'll get there. I want to be a great person and happy. I have hope! I want to give you all hope! I am finding that hope that will help me in my path to a better life-- we are only shells if we don't find any hope at all; so we must try our best to find this and find ourselves. We must fix our nature to be one with nature and be kind and giving. It is Christmas Eve after all. All this small fixes will make a big change in my life, I know it. XOXO
But seriousness I was staying woke for like 24 hours and i ended up with a cold oops. here's my winter morning routine since everyone has a cold this time of year! (no makeup or covering acne here; makes me look ugly lol)
Already a dislike on my new video; oh thanks for the engagement rate! :P! Well anyway, other than that, I've uploaded my latest bleaching video. It kinda hurt which is why it's not around 30 minutes long lol.
If you do use this, please date wisely and don't date strangers. You've never met them in real life; and since it's DATING it's more likely to be a nonce. Sorry, I don't believe that person's 18 years old-- he's probably like over 50. Please don't take this video seriously, since there's probably good people on that app-- it's just seems to be filled with a lot of BAD PEOPLE. If you're under 18 please don't use apps to date strangers; get a real life partner who's your age OR wait until you're 18.
So I dunno what the hell I was doing in this video (was pretty tired) and I experimented with going "natural" and my most "natural" look is what looks to be what happens once you've crashed your car after you've gotten drunk.. wtf am i doing lol!