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Status: In a relationship
Age: 21
Country: United States

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05/20/2019 11:46 PM 

CandiCait's survey :x

wanna hit this ranch?
i don't get u kids and ur memes

if u were any animal what would u b n why?
i used to think i was part cat, like legit, when i was little. now, i'd say i'd b a slug

current song on repeat?
i'm rly digging Moonshadow by Cat Stevens rn

what album will u never get sick of?
anything by Bowie or the Decemberists or MCR

movie/tv line u quote all the time?
"Most Excellent!" also "Most Heinous!" both Bill & Ted quotes lol

what was ur bff's best hair color?
tbh she recently went platinum blonde and it f***ing,,, kills

what is a word that matches the first initial of your SO/crush?
Ligaments, Sawdust

1 thing u would tell ur younger self?
dude, it will actually be okay one day. you won't be miserable forever. you'll be happy. also ur not a girl and T will only cost u $20 a month 

last thing to make u sad?
it's my 2nd to last week at work & i'm gonna miss my coworkers sm :(((

first & last words u said to someone today?
"morning" and "cya" to my dad lol

netflix or hulu?
ig netflix because hulu has too many commercials

twitter or tumblr?
tumblr tbh i don't get twitter

rockband or guitar hero?
i only ever tried gh that i remember

pokemon or digimon?
pokemon 100% diglett is pure and sweet

big bang theory or friends?
friends ig. big bang pisses me off :/

boomerang or adult swim?
boomerang tbh. i'm baby.

gen z or millennial?
i'm a millennial

what is ur aesthetic?
mostly emo lol but with some color in there

what is ur ultimate dream for the world?
everyone to love and accept themselves and others

who or what do u love more than anything else?
my dolls lol

describe ur orientation w/out using typical terms:
guys frighten me but i like them

describe today's outfit:
i havent gotten dressed for work yet so rn it's just a blue captain america T and blue gym shorts lol

describe the coolest place u have ever been:
this old cemetery in my town on the edge of a cliff

how did u feel about today's weather?
i haven't been outside yet but its' 65 and cloudy so i'm happy

last thing to make u smile?
uhh game of thrones finale lol

last yummy thing u ate?
just had fancy tacos lol

last person u kissed?
my little sister lol

420 y/n?
ye - i don't mind it but i don't do it often lol

biggest goal u have for this yr?
find a new job i love cause i'm leaving my current one

biggest wish for ur bff?
that things continue to go well for her! she deserves the world

biggest wish for ur newest online friend?
that his move goes successfully!!! and his relationship continues to be happy and healthy!

05/14/2019 12:38 PM 

too many questions

1. Are you a boy or girl?: nope, i;m agender lol

2. How old are you?: 21, almost 22

3. What is your Chinese Zodiac sign?: Ox

4. What is your Zodiac sign?: leo sun, pisces moon, scorpio rising

5. Who is your best friend?: probably my little sister tbh

6. Who are your favourite actor[s] that you think are hot?: umm Rami Malek, Oscar Isaac, Lupita Nyong'o

7. Who is your favorite actress?: Natalie Wood

8. Who is your favorite band?: The Decemberists & My Chemical Romance

9. Who do you love the most?: my boyfriends & my sister

10. What is your favorite color(s)?: Orange, Black, Green, Purple

Now for the deeper questions 

11. Would you give up everything you had for your soul mate?: Depends what "everything" is. 

12. Are you single?: Nope. 

13. What if you met your soul mate at the wrong time?: I don't really believe in soul mates. Even so, I don't exactly believe there's ever a "right time" to meet/fall for someone.

14. If you could have one fictional characters mind for a day, who would it be and why?: Hard question,,, I'm not sure.

14. If you could be a magical creature, what would you be?: dragon, probably.

15. Jacob Black or Edward Cullen?: i h8ed twilight

16. Twilight or Harry Potter?: harry potter 4 sure lmao

17. Burn in the sun or Sparkle?: burn baby burn lolz

18. Would you go all the way on the first date?: i'm ace lol i don't really wanna do that at all

19. #1 Thing you hate about boys' appearances now adays: idk man i try not to judge. i hope everyone dresses however makes them happy

20. Hug or Kiss?: kiss ♥

21. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?: japan, oregon lol

22. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you call?: i'm probably texting my dad and hiding in a closet somewhere 

23. What have you been thinking about lately?: a crush i have on my one coworker >,<

24. If you could be in your dream place at the moment, what would you be doing?: just living, my friend. 

25. If somebody was describing your personality what would they say?: annoying, quiet, tells awful jokes

26. What gives you butterflies in your tummy?: thinking of moving out & getting on with my life, living with my boyfriends and friends, things being easier for once in my life

27. If you could have an endless supply of any food, what would you get?: authentic pierogi made w my great gramma's recipe

28. If you were an animal, what would you be and why?: meow

29. When you were little, who was your favorite super hero and why?: DC's green lantern! no idea why lol now i'm more of a Marvel's Vision type of person.

30. What's your favorite thing to do in the summer?: go explore graveyards & parks, visit the local spirits, do spells late at night w my boyfriend 

31. If they made a movie of your life, what would it be about and which actor would you want to play you?: It would be a fckin awful movie about being trans & suicidal for the entirety of my life til i was 20 lol.

32. If you were an ice cream flavor, which one would you be and why?: mint chip cause i like mint chip

33. What's your favorite cartoon character, and why?: Marco Diaz from SVTFOE because i deeply identify with early-show him - anxious, afraid to step out and be himself in a lot of ways. then he just... does it. it's cool.

34. Are you a morning or night person?: night fer sure. (no i'm not just saying this because i'm devoted to Nyx, the goddess of night. i just like it lolol)

35. What are your favorite hobbies?: I read a lot, spend too much time on the internet lol, video games (I like free-world RPGs usually. Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, etc.)

36. What are your pet peeves or interesting things about you that you dislike?: y'all my anxiety is so bad i h8 it.

37. What's the weirdest thing you've ever eaten?: i had Pica growing up which is an eating disorder that says "eat the weird inedible stuff" so i used to eat dirt and rocks and pennies and paper, etc. Also, in middle school, my friends and I used to mix together our leftovers from lunch into a milk and i would eat/drink it so i'd get sick and have to leave early lol

38. If someone made a movie of your life would it be a drama, a comedy, a romantic-comedy, action film, or science fiction?: hopefully sci-fi

39. If you were a comic strip character, who would you be and why?: garfield probably lolol

40. What thought or message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?: "Good things are coming. You cannot stop them." i'm all for ominous positivity.

41. If you had to give up a favorite food, which would be the most difficult to give up?: tbh i don't think there's anything i eat that i couldn't give up. 

42. What is one food you'd never want to taste again?: liver DX

43. If you won a lottery ticket and had a million dollars, what would you do with it?: pay off my debt, get top surgery, legally change my name, invest some of it, donate a lot

44. You've been given access to a time machine. Where and when would you travel to?: i'd want to visit the future to see how things look for minorities and see if this is all worth it lol

45. If you could be any superhero and have super powers, which one would you like to have and why?: the flash lol. he's super fit and super fast. i could visit my friends across country no problem - with no travel costs. it'd b great

46. Mount Rushmore honors four U.S. presidents: Washington, Jefferson, Lincoln, and Roosevelt. If you could add any person to Mount Rushmore, who would you add and why?: i'd rather blow the thing up tbh

47. If you could transport yourself anywhere instantly, where would you go and why?: Portland, Oregon! i wanna finally meet my friend lol

48. In your opinion, which animal is the best (or most beautiful) and why?: they're all great. but the common housecat is amazing

49. What is one item that you really should throw away, but probably never will?: christmas card from a youtuber i loved until he turned out to b an awful person :/

50. Growing up, what were your favorite toys to play with as a child?: i just played pretend most of the time. 

51. Who is the most relevant person in our time?: laverne cox tbh

52. What is the title of the best book you have ever read? The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

53. What is the name of the best movie you have ever seen? this is such a hard question, i've seen SO MANY MOVIES. The Wrestler, Rebel Without a Cause, Cool Hand Luke, the Boys in the Trees. i'd say those are in my top 10

54. What comes to mind first when you hear the word "reality"? honestly nothing. idk much about reality lol

55. What is the most beautiful thing about people?: in general? probably how we humanize other things. we give plants names and sing to them, we point out faces in the ways cardboard boxes are folded and cut. it's precious.

56. What is the most honest thing you have done?: took a leap & told a (turned out to b straight) guy i liked him. it was awkward lol

57. If you could change one thing about yourself what would you change? *laughs in trans* just one?

58. What is the ugliest thing you know? Racism/Homophobia/Transphobia 

59. What do you like to do most with a free hour? play DnD with my coworkers once before I move - although that'd take more than an hour

60. What is the most significant event of the last three months? i'm quitting my job and moving across state in about a month

61. What force of history are you most aware of as you plan your life? watching comedy magic with my dad. the amazing jonathan and harry anderson and still some of my biggest influences.

62. On what basis do you select your friends? sense of humor, mostly - and that they put up with me lol

63. What is the most overwhelming thing you know? Why?: global climate change because there's jack sh*t the individual person can do about it - and it's mostly caused by big companies that won't change unless they're forced to.

64. What is the greatest problem in the United States? Why?: everything is batsh*t rn i don't know what to say. my state is banning all abortion, criminalizing miscarriage, banning book donations to prison... we're a fcking mess rn

65. What thing makes you most humble? fcking up at work & how well my managers deal with it. i don't mess up often but it always really upsets me when i do, my managers always have my back tho

66. What is the greatest value that guides your life? being true to myself for once. not going with other people just cuz they say so

67. If you could smash one thing and one thing only, what would you smash? Why?: my insecurity lol

68. What is the greatest crime one person can commit against another? betraying trust tbh

69. For what do you think you would be willing to lay down your life? a lot of things. i'd lay down my life for trans rights so that young trans ppl never have to feel the way i did growing up. 

70. What do you feel when you stand on the shore of the ocean?: i'm usually overwhelmed by how beautiful the world can b

71. If you were tape recording the sound of violence, what sound would you use?: screaming, pained screaming. 

72. What sound would you use for beauty? children laughing, probably. it's pure

73. If an atomic bomb were to explode a block away in ten minutes, what would you do for those ten minutes?: let my friends & fam know i love them probably

74. What one word would you put on your gravestone?: "Sorry." 

75. Choose a word that best describes your life up to this moment?: "Meh"

76. What is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen?: Maine in the fall. so many colorful trees

77. What is your biggest worry?: that nobody will be with me when i die. i'm not afraid of death, just of dying all alone

78. What do people like best about you?: i tell awful jokes lol

79. What do you think of when you think of tragedy?: people dying senselessly.

80. What skill do you need in order to succeed?: patience probably. slow down, life's not a race

81. What talent should you develop? i wanna work on my sleight of hand

82. Choose a word to describe a sunset?: Sad

83. When do you feel most lonely?: when i'm awake between 4 and 6 am because i haven't gone to sleep yet. everyone else is alseep and it's very isolating 

84. Choose a word you to describe the elderly population? stubborn.

85. What future discovery do you anticipate the most? independence 

86. What is the greatest music ever composed?: hard question. Vivaldi's Four Seasons?

87. Did you, as a child, ever run away from home? If yes, why and where did you go?: lmao yea my mom was abusive i wandered down the street to my gramma's house

88. What's your favourite room in the house, and why?: my bedroom probably. this question will change when i move, i'm sure, but right now my room is my safe space lol

89. The greatest compliment I ever received was...: "You remind me of gerard way" my hair was danger days red at the time lol 

90. If you were a car, what would you be and why?: a mid-70s ford pinto, because if you rear end me i will also burst into flames

91. What as your favorite food as a child? peanut butter & mustard sandwiches DX

92. Share a quirky habit you have. How long have you had it?: I overshare when i'm anxious. im always anxious lol

93. Have you ever been told you look like someone famous? nah?

94. What's the worst thing you did as a little kid? I threw a lot of fits ig

95. I really crack up when...: i'm hanging out w my coworker calvin. 

96. What was your most memorable birthday?: i don't remember most of them - probably my 20th because i spent the whole day alone

97. Fave TV show?: Twin Peaks probably

98. Fave character from that show?: Audrey Horne... isn't it too dreamy?

99. Fave country besides your own?: japan probably - although all countries have their issues

100. Fave time of day?: Night 

101. What is your name?: Eliott/Ghost

05/08/2019 12:26 PM 

James' survey :0


do u listen to albums in order or do u shuffle that work of art like a f***ing monster? 

i listen on free spotify most of the time so shuffle :c

what color underwear did u wear yesterday? 

black u creep :P

“daddy” or “father dearest”? 

what about Papa

what’s your favorite enema material and why is it cheez whiz? 

its just so thicc it really fills up all those nooks & crannies

are you subscribed to pewdiepie? 


are u a member of kurtistown? 

what doesw this.... mean

where would u perform ur first ritual to the dark lord, ideally? 

in the cellar of a long-abandoned castle, surrounded by skeles

frank iero: yes or yeah? 

fck yea my dude

“rad” or “gnarly”? 

how about an even older pair - Ace & mint

(but also both but more Rad)

would you keep a sloth as a pet? 

hhh no thats a lot of responsibility i'm not ready yet

can you keep bamboo alive? 

no, thats y i'm not ready 4 sloth

the three numbers on the back of ur credit card: 


05/05/2019 09:40 PM 

63 things about me owo

1. Song that always makes you sad?

Cancer - MCR or Lazarus - David Bowie tbh

2. Last thing you bought?

a rockstar lmao

3. Last person you argued with?

i don't really... argue w people

4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?

i don't eat peanut butter, but even when i've tried it, no lolzzz

5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?

Cheddars! my stuffed bear. i still have him. I got him a sweater.

6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd?

yea lmao. they're fun

7. Favorite day of the week?

i don't think i have one.

8. Favorite Sundae topping?

hot fudge >_>

9. Did you take Piano lessons?

i took a music theory class in high school & we learned piano as part of our grade T_T

10. Most frequent song played?

according to Spotify its July, July! by The Decemberists

11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?

uhhh i don't really keep my interests secret at all lmao

12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?


13. Date someone older or younger?

both my bfs are younger but i've dated older in the past so 

14. One place you could travel right now?

probably fukuoka... or mars

15. Do you use umbrellas?

nah, i just deal

16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?

yea lol

17. Favorite Cheese?

probably muenster tbh 

18. The Smith's or the Cure?

oof fck u
the cure ig

19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?

i'm a blonde & i hate it lol
on other people i don't give a sh*t lol

20. Best job you ever had?

the exchange! it's a record store/pawn shop & my coworkers are the sh*t

21. did you go to your high school prom?

unfortunately lol

22. perfect time to wake up?

idk yo i'm always fckin exhausted

23. perfect time to go to bed?


24. do you use your queen right away in chess? ..

i can't play chess lolz

25. Ever been in a car accident?

yea a couple but nothing too serious

26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?

my dad - my mom hates me lmaooo

27. what age is this exciting life over for you?

before i'm 30 probably XD

28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?


29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?

my lime green converse

30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?

yea, most of them. i don't like to buy myself stuff lol

31. Were you in track and field?

for a hot minute bt then i quit lol

32. Were you ever in a school talent show?

ye! my friends and i played in a quartet

33. Have you ever written in a library book?

don't think so - definitely write in my own books tho

34. Allergic to?

mild - milk, pollen, bees lmao
severe - nickel

35. Favorite fruit?


36. Have you watched sex and the city?

i think i've accidentally caught a few episodes bt i don't like it lol

37. Baseball hat or toque?

neither plz

38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?


39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?


40. Pen or pencil?

depends on what i'm doing. writing, pen. drawing, pencil.

41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?

nah. gambling addiction is common in my family lol

42. Have you thrown up on a plane?

never been on a plane

43. Have you thrown up in a car?

yea probably

44. Have you thrown up at work?

all the time lol

45. Do you scream on roller coasters?


46. Who was your first prom date?

i went with 2 friends

47. Who was your first roommate?

ugh my sh*tty ex's sh*tty friends

48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?

i think it was either burbon or vodka

49. What was your first job? 

gas station

50. What was your first car?

not yet

51. When did you go to your first funeral?

first - 1. first that i remember - 7.

52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? 


53. Who was your first grade teacher?

mr simon. he was awesome, taught me magic. i still want to be a magician partially cuz of him lol. 

54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?

not yet

55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?

i don't think i ever snuck out. my parents have always been chill w me coming and going as i please

56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?

first best friend was either sydney or brianna, they both moved and we lost touch. friends w sydney on fb but we don't really talk

57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?

a sh*t apartment in hicksville, ohio. bleh

58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?

i don't really... do that lol

59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?

nobody, yet. i was flower boy in a few tho

60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?

pretend i'm dead for a few minutes

61. What was the first concert you attended?

i think it was Dr Acula & The Bunny The Bear at Peabody's in Cleveland

62. First tattoo or piercing?

eyebrow! but i was allergic 2 the jewelry and lost the piercing during healing :/

63. First celebrity crush? 

my dad tells the story of how i wanted to marry Jason Voorhees, when i was little lol
if jason doesnt count, then probably david bowie or gerard way

05/03/2019 04:24 PM 

movie survey!!!!!

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
Total: 9

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 18

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 23

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 31

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 37

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
Total so far: 41

(x) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
( ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(X) Halloween H2O
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 50

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 54

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(x) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 64

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Seven
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star State of Mind
( ) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
(x) The Fog [both versions]
(x) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Curious George
Total so far: 69 B)

(x) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss's Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds [both versions]
( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 76

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
(x) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3

Total so far: 83

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total so far: 96

( ) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin

Total so far: 98

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade

Total so far: 104

( ) Love & Basketball
(x) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
(x) House of 1000 Corpses
(x) Devil's Rejects
(x) Elf
(x) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
(x) American History X
( ) Three

Total so far: 110

( ) The Jacket
(x) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(x) Shaun Of the Dead
(x) Willard
Total so far: 116

( ) High Tension
(x) Club Dread
(x) Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
( ) Hook
(x) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
(x) Orgazmo
(x) Phantasm
( ) Waterworld

Total so far: 123

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
(x) Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
(x) the Hills Have Eyes
(x) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
(x) The Last House on the Left
(x) Re-Animator
(x) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 131

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 137

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
(x) Evil Dead
(x) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America World Police
( ) Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal
Total so far: 143

Total: 143

i love film lmao. there are some real sh*t movies on this list tho :0

05/02/2019 06:50 PM 

Vague Rambling about my mental health lolz
Current mood:  contemplative

tw? - positive mention of self-h*rm

i wouldn't really consider myself depressed anymore. like, i still am, ig? but it's not so dark and hopeless as it used to be. i have bad days still but they're not as often.
everyone around me expects me to learn to drive but i'm schizophrenic & i'm big afraid of getting into/causing an accident because i see/react to something that's not real.
i haven't really hurt myself in quite awhile now - like... once or twice in the past 4 or so months! which is good! i haven't really thought of it in the past month.
i'm moving in june and it makes me nervous. sure, i'll be living with one (eventually both) of my boyfriends, but i don't really like youngstown that much. i'd rather stay in cleveland lol. youngstown is not the safest area & its like an hour and a half from cleveland, which makes stopping up to see my sister hard as hell... i dunno, it'll work out fine in the end i'm sure, but...
also, i'm going to miss hanging out w my dad. he and i get along well and have the same sense of humor - something i don't really have in common with... anyone else irl lol. plus, i'm a few years older than the people i'll be living with (they're both 19) and often don't get my jokes. never thought 2 years made that big a difference in cultural experiences o_O
but, i mean, it'll be good for me to be out of my parents' house again. hopefully i can get a job lined up i can start quick after i move down so i don't have to worry about money 2 much. as it is i don't have that much saved up. being mentally ill kept me from getting a job til this year and being poor... i kinda overspend lol. i never learned how to control my spending. i just need to control myself. as long as my bills r paid, i guess its all alright. but, f***, it's scary. it'll be different than last time i moved out - these people actually want to see me succeed, unlike my abusive ex... lmao
idk if u made it this far. if u did, let me know how ur doing? hope all is well ♥ 

04/30/2019 05:04 PM 

relationship survey lolz
Current mood:  tired

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing
taken lol

2) Are you happy with who you are?
lol not really. lots of stuff i would still change, but i'm getting better w myself

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
not... ok, but sometimes its understandable in unhappy/abusive relationships

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
i mean, i dont think so. i'm poly & my partners nd i have talked about being open - idc if my partners mess around w others as long as they tell me, so like... they'd have to really fck up for me to consider it cheating

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
not really lol

8) Do you want children?

9) How many?
like 1 ig

10) Would you consider adoption?
yea! i'd b so cool w adoption

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
pay me money lmao jk
just tell me tbh like, i'm not scary

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
to a point i guess

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
what does this mean

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
yea why not

15) Are you romantic?

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
i think u can *help* people change but u can't do it without their consent & effort

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object, where would it be?
kyoto probably

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
my bfs! ♥

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
yeah lol

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
tbh yea but like who hasn't

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
i mean, ig if they wanted me to lol

22)What would you say about your last ex?
g-d he wound up to be an awful person. transphobic and abusive.

04/30/2019 02:30 PM 

another about me lmaooo
Current mood:  bored

About You 
Eye Color: Blue
Hair Color: black rn
Height: 5"6.5
Favorite Color: orange!!!

Screen Name: gh0stprinc3 on just about everything
Favorite Band: The Decemberists, My Chem, The Devil Wears Prada (my favorite bands are alwayssss changing but the first two tend to be constant)
Favorite Movie: Scream or Bill & Ted
Favorite Show: Twin Peaks, maybe Game of Thrones?
Your Car: i'm a 21 year-old scrub that can't drive
Your Hometown: Cleveland, Ohio, USA
Your Present Town: Youngstown, Ohio, USA
Your Crushes First Name: Lee, Spencer - both my boyfriends lol
Your Grade: I graduated high school in 2016 - but I want to go back to college soon.
Your Style: soft scene? like, currently i'm emo and scene blended together ig 

Have You Ever 

Sat on your rooftop?: Ive lived in apartment all my life so i couldn't :c
Kissed someone in the rain?: ye lol
Danced in a public place?: i mean, depends on what u consider dancing. i mostly just meme & hand dance lol
Smiled for no reason?: not really? that i can think of, at least
Laughed so hard you cried?: i think once, i don't remember why tho
Peed your pants after age 8?: ALMOST but no
Written a song?: pfft yea but they're all sh*t
Sang to someone for no reason?: nope, i can't sing well
Performed on a stage?: not solo - i was in band through most of school tho so like, three times a year for 7ish years
Talked to someone you don't know?: my job is to approach strangers in store and try to sell them things lmao
Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yeah, definitely. although i'm not friends with them anymore tbh :/
Made out in a theatre?: mmh, i don't think so. would b cool tho lol
Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yea! i'm awful at it tho!
Been in love?: yeah! i am rn

Who was the last person to 

Say HI to you?: uhh idk? maybe my friends yesterday?
Tell you, I love you?: my bfs lmao
Kiss you?: my bfs :L
Hug you?: my bfs still lmao
Tell you BYE?: my friends last night lmao
Write you a note?: jfc uhh my highschool friend before we graduated? years ago ;-; i feel old lmao
Take your photo?: my bf yesterday! 
Call your cell phone?: i got three calls in a row from "no caller ID" today at work and almost cried
Buy you something?: uhhh my bf bought me lunch yesterday
Go with you to the movies?: my dad and i saw endgame together
Sing to you?: my bf and i sing together a lot, but nobody has sung TO me lately
Write a poem about you?: pfft nobody? that i know of at least
Text message you?: my little sister lmao
Touch you?: little sister hugged me today

What's the last 

Time you laughed?: yesterday w my friends probably
Time you cried?: watching game of thrones on Sunday omg
Movie you watched?: avengers endgame
Joke you told?: uhh i think it was a jew joke yesterday. i'm jewish
Song you've sang?: probably don't trust me by 3oh!3 lol
Time you've looked at the clock?: as i was getting off work lol, so around 2?
Drink you've had?: monster juice - pipeline punch
Number you've dialed?: good question. my mom's i think?
Book you've read?: Smoke Gets in your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty
Food you've eaten?: cookies & creme hershey's bar lol
Flavour of gum chewed?: mint i think. i don't really chew gum
Shoes you've worn?: black leather converse lol
Store you've been in?: convenient mart across the street
Thing you've said?: "OK"

Can You 

Write with both hands?: no, i'm very left-handed
Whistle?: yeah
Blow a bubble?: yes
Roll your tounge in a circle?: yep
Cross your eyes?: yea
Touch your tounge to your nose?: no lol i have a short tongue
Dance?: not at all
Gleek?: yea
Stay up a whole night without sleep?: absolutely, i have insomnia my friends lmao
Speak a different language?: somewhat in japanese - i'm still learning and almost to the point of conversationally fluent. 
Impersonate someone?: i used to do an amazing Shaggy from scooby doo but i lost it :c
Prank call people?: i did like once when i was little but now everyone has caller ID
Make a card pyramid?: not really
Cook anything?: yeah, i like cooking

Finish The Line 

If i were a ...  rich girl, nanananananananana
I wish ...  I had a wish that I could wish away
So many people don't know that ...  I'm sXe now, following years of drug abuse :L
I am ...  so very tired lmaooo
My heart is ...  full of love for everyone

04/26/2019 11:01 PM 

Favorite Songs
Current mood:  bored

Just a list of my favorite songs lolz if you wanna get to know me better. There's a lot and a TON of different genres.

  • Hang Me, Oh Hang Me - Dave Van Ronk
  • Situations - Escape the Fate
  • Adipocere - Rusty Cage
  • The Grave - Rusty Cage
  • Lives of Flies - Rusty Cage
  • Poor Narrator - Rusty Cage
  • Miserable at Best - Mayday Parade
  • Pump it Up - Elvis Costello 
  • Mirror in the Bathroom - The English Beat
  • Common People - Pulp
  • Time Bomb - Rancid
  • Seaside Rendezvous - Queen
  • Leslie Anne Levine - The Decemberists
  • July, July! - The Decemberists
  • Billy Liar - The Decemberists
  • Hell and Back - The Airborne Toxic Event
  • Innocence - The Airborne Toxic Event
  • Does This Mean You're Moving On? - The Airborne Toxic Event
  • The Graveyard Near the House - The Airborne Toxic Event
  • Down by the Water - PJ Harvey
  • Big Baton - Laki Lan
  • The Dope Show - Marilyn Manson
  • The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson
  • Cough Syrup - Young the Giant
  • Pet Sematary - The Ramones
  • Sheena is a Punk Rocker - The Ramones
  • Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons
  • The Calendar - Panic! At the Disco
  • Always - Panic! At the Disco
  • Cemetery Drive - My Chemical Romance
  • Thank You for the Venom - My Chemical Romance
  • I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
  • Lullaby - The Cure
  • Paris - Magic Man

04/25/2019 06:38 PM 

Get 2 Know Meee
Current mood:  relaxed


name: Eliott
nickname: Ghost
how old are you: 21
zodiac sign: Leo
current location: Cleveland, Ohio, USA
eye color: blue-grey??? sumtimes they're more blue, sometimes more grey
hair color: black rn, was black & purple literally 2 hours ago tho
hair type:  super straight, super thick
what's your middle name: Astraeus
shoe's you wore today: some sh*tty $5 sneakers from walmart
your weakness: i have like no self confidence lmao - does that count? or my stutter, it makes me feel bad
your fear: lmao so much stuff its not funny.
have you ever ridden a mechanical bull:  no??
do you want to: no!!
goal you would like to achieve this year: i wanna finally make it "on my own"
first thought when you wake up: i don't wanna go to work ;-;
best physical feature: ??? uh my hair i guess
who is your bestest friend: dana, who i've known since middle school. we don't talk as much anymore but its OK becuz that sh*t happens & we'll always be able to pick back up
when is your bedtime: i don't have one lol but i try to go to sleep around midnight or one
your most cherished memory: honestly i can't think of any particularly fond memories atm
pepsi or coke: pepsi all the way but i like mountain dew voltage best
mc donalds or burgerking: mickey's - bk makes my tummy hurt lolz
single or group dates: depends. lot of positives for both.
what is the last song you sang?: uhh sh*t, probably City of Stars from La La Land
does playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive: dependss on if they're good or not lmao
what is your biggest pet peeve:  people acting like they know me better than i do :///
do you drink: not really
ever been drunk: yeah but not in like... 6 years lolz
do you smoke: not anymore, i vape now cuz i'm cool XDXD
do you "SMOKE":  not really lmao, my one boyfriend does so i do occasionally
do you sing: not well XD but it's fun so i do sometimes
what color underwear do you have on: weird q but its like space patterned
do you want to go to college: yeah, for geology
have you ever been in love: i think so
do you want to get married: yeah, probably.
do you believe in yourself: depends on the day tbh. sometimes more than others
do you believe in others: it kinda depends on who youre talking about specifically, but usually yeah
do you like thunderstorms: they're pretty to watch but thunder scares me lmao
do you play an instrument: yeah, clarinet and keyboard. i'm good at clarinet, less good at keyboard XD
what do you want to be when you grow up: i want to teach english in japan for awhile, after that idk
what country would you like to visit: japan lolz
how many CD's do you own: ??? a lot
how many DVD's do you own: too many;;; probably about 100
how many tattoo's do you have: just 1, but i wanna get more
how many piercings do yo have: i used to have a bunch but i let them close over TT_TT
how many things in the past do you regret: lmao uh too many to count

shoes: Doc Martens are cool, i also like converse lol
radio station: i don't listen to the radio
drink: mountain dew voltage :000
car: blue 1968 Camaro Z28
place: two places - on top the Terminal Tower in CLE, or Mill Creek Park in Youngstown
song: f*** this question. maybe Once in My Life - The Decemberists?
movie: Scream, probably, or Bill & Ted's Excellent Adventure
moment: going to Cedar Point during halloweekends
color: orange!!!
meal: probably my mom's stuffed peppers with mashed potatoes

favorite eye color: blue or grey
favorite hair color: something unnatural lol
short or long hair: either
height: i don't care - taller than me is nice ig? so 5'8 or taller? lmao
body type: i don't care
does ethnicity matter: no 
piercings: sure
tattoos: sure

do you think you are attractive: tbh it depends on the day
are you attracted to someone who does not know it: no
would you like to be someones fantasy: idk - i guess who wouldn't? 
hunter or hunted: hunted
do you kiss with your eyes closed or open: closed usually, open very occasionally
a little or a lot of tongue: depends on their skill lmao
older or younger: ummm usually older but both my boyfriends are younger sooooo
lights on/lights off or candle light: off so i don't have to see myself ^^"
do you like to cuddle after: ye
do you like to cuddle in general: yes!!

what is todays date: 25/04/2019
what time is it: 709pm
who are you thinking of: dinner lmao
what are you listening to: I Like Money - Millionaires 
do you love someone: yeah, i think so
do you know where your mechanical bull is: stop harassing me TT__TT
does someone love you:  yes i believe so
is it raining: yeah, just started a few minutes ago. i might go play in it lolz
how many myspace friends do you have: 2 rn? i just joined today lmaooo - i had a lot back in the day tho
are you happy: yeah, i think so

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