07/07/2019 12:15 AM  Upd8! Current mood:  optimistic hello fp! it's been... literally forever because I'm not good at keeping up with any social media except tumblr. lots has happened! so i thought i would put it down here so that people can know, or maybe later i can read back and be like "o cool".  the first few months of this year absolutely Sucked (lots of time in the hospital and stuff) but things have rlly turned around!! i started HRT early in june, and have been doing that for about a month and a half. the changes are slow but they're coming along and i feel rlly good about it all!! it's also helping a lot with my physical and mental health, so I'm able 2 do a lot more now which is gr8!!  I've got a job for the first time in over two years!! It's a clerk job in a reeeeally local little bakery in my city. I start on the 25th, and while it's really early shifts, I'm rlly excited! Apparently the owners do witchcraft, and the place is haunted by a nice old lady who used to live in apartments that were built on the property a long time ago! :3c I think it'll b really fun and it pays well, so finance stuff will b easier to deal with System/DID stuff has been pretty good recently, too. the HRT is helping my more masculine alters and we're working rlly well together lately. the ppl in our life are really good for us all, and rlly understanding of our switches and all of us! the ppl who used to be in our life used to have a lot of drama between different alters with us, and it made it rlly hectic and difficult all the time, but now - there's no drama at all rlly! the ppl who are in our life are really sweet, really important and mean the world to all of us now!! it's rlly nice to have such a good group of friends and ppl who love us.  ALSO THE FFVII REMAKE HAS A CONFIRMED DATE, AND THE COMBAT SYSTEM WAS EXPLAINED, AND THE NEW CONTENT SHOWN AT E3 THIS YEAR SHOWED SEPHIROTH. he's so pretty i luv him so much and i will die once i'm able to play it TvT  0 Comments

12/05/2018 03:14 PM  Introduction~ ☆ hi! i just joined today and thought it would b fitting to have my first blog post be a kind of introduction thing. if you want to know more u can visit my page tho! i'm blue, or you can call me sly, noctis, or shiki! i'm 21 and nonbinary - i go by she / they / he pronouns which means any of the three pronouns are fine to use for me. depending on how i feel i present more masculine or feminine or somewhere in between, but don't identify as either male or female. i'm both otherkin and fictionkin, i have a list on my page!  i've been into scene and emo stuff since i was around 10 or 11, starting with animes like death note and black butler and then branching off from there. i love a lot of emo bands and music, as well as the fashion! i love kandi and am slowly teaching myself to make it. i have a fursona, an anthro white tiger. i REALLY love furbies - i own two and have pics of them in an album on my page! they're my babies. supernatural and paranormal occurrences fascinate the f*** out of me. i watch a lot of ghost hunting shows as well as paranormal based horror shows / movies. buzzfeed unsolved is fav. i like true crime but i have a sh*t memory so i never retain any of the info. one day i want to go on a road trip to really haunted places! i especially want to go to centralia, PA, places where mothman was seen in point pleasant, WV, and the tour of the catacombs in france.  i'm super mentally ill but probably won't talk about that much on here. maybe. i have a system / dissociative identity disorder - no i will not disclose the trauma that caused it in order to prove to anyone that i actually have it. no, i don't care to argue about it. i have anxiety and psychosis symptoms too.  i really like snakes and big kitties. tigers are my favorite. my family owns three cats, one of which i consider my own and plan on taking with me when i move out. her name is chikita and she's a perfect, yelly, lazy girl.  i'm dating my boyfriends gabe and virus, and i love both of them so so much ♥ ♥ ♥ my best friends are jasper and kiki and zoey and i'd kill for all of them. if you'd like to chat or be friends, i'd love 2! friend or IM me if you like and we can talk :3c 0 Comments

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