seasonal depression can suck my tit
december is here, the holidays are here, and i'm going stir f***ing crazy.
it's been almost a year since i've had a job and i have an interview on wednesday, but i have zero drive to get anything done - even gaming seems like a huge chore.
my meds are helping a lot but it's not enough.
i haven't streamed on twitch, posted a youtube video, or even posted on instagram in what feels like ages and i'm just regretting so much. like my hair. i butchered my hair. i miss my hair!!!!
i need to just get up and get things done but i'm so exhausted all the time.
i'm exhausted and tired and i am soooooo fed up with life.
going nuts at home. ugh.
or murder me
haven't decided which