07/05/2018 07:29 PM  "When Every Day Is A Nightmare" (I'm sure it's all my fault), I ruin every day I wake to. I ruined myself, I miss the way things were, One minute ago. I'm drowning in my own self-loathing, I'm slowly getting more impatient, (I can't get anywhere). I'm thinking of a reason, I should expect more of myself ever again. It's nothing I'm not used to, I'm only setting myself up for failure. I'm only dying for the joy of it all, Because it seems so much more fun than living like this. I don't, no I don't want to lose it all, I don't know if I want to lose it all, I'm sure I don't want to lose you, But almost everything else I could do without. 0 Comments

05/22/2018 08:52 PM  "Truth" Oh not again, The lies still burn a vision we so desperately needed! Oh, sweet depravity! (Carved into my throat!) Pray for a new day worth living to see. Holding on to the truth, While others burn it away, Life is all but paradise, For the awakened. But yet I stand in the rain, Ready for the storm.  (Even if the tides wash away the pain, Who can say they were here at all? Eyes witness occurrences, But who would ever listen to a broken spirit?) 0 Comments

05/15/2018 07:47 PM  "Lost In Reflection" I can't explain the way it feels, To look in the mirror and see nothing. To live and breathe without direction. Over and over again. And how do I put into words, The way it burns to know who I am? This dream seems miles away, (Will I find it?) Probably not today, (At least I'm trying) I can say that it's there, (I know it.) This dream's miles away. (Will I find it?) These gates feel a little closer, When I close my eyes. Can it give me a sense of closure? The low point rises in time. Will I embrace? Everything is falling around me, Time waits for no one, Certainly not me. How do I put into words the nothingness I am? This dream seems miles away, (Will I find it?) Probably not today, (At least I'm trying) I can say that it's there, (I know it.) This dream's miles away. (Will I find it?) These gates feel a little closer, When I close my eyes. Can it give me any sense of closure? The low point rises in time. 0 Comments

03/02/2018 09:16 PM  As Pen Meets The Page I held the unmarked papers, With the intent of telling a story. Here I am, With this pen I'd put my thoughts to words. Their eyes won't see what I have seen,  The page has burned before me,  No new chapters to be written,  My life becomes an endless cycle.  I'll replace the directions I lost.  Because I can't see the map I had, My tears have kissed the ink.  Where do I go from here? With every breath my lungs grow tired, My heart is pierced with a knife of regret, What have I become? Is this what life is meant to be? 0 Comments

11/22/2017 01:27 PM  Why I'm alive... The only reason I'm here today, Is because of my sleep. Because instead of dying only once in reality I get to die a million times in my dreams. 0 Comments

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