Gender: Male
Status:
Single
Age: 23
Sign:
Cancer
Country: United States
Signup Date:
November 21, 2017
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08/29/2019 01:26 PM
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"Calendar"
I'm lost in your memories. Time moves on and I stand still. The taste of innocence in my mouth, And the distant voice calling.
If this is living then I wanna see you take it all away from me. Take it all away.
Friendships tear away at calendars. So we try to move on. We can't, we can't, we can't, So watch yourself become lost in your thoughts. And lament tomorrow with me.
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07/02/2019 12:53 PM
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"Still The Same"
Please tell me why, I am here to die. I'll never forget. Jagged edges fade, Crossing out the lines. And tonight I'll see, Memories become so much more to me.
And maybe I'll blame myself, For letting it get like this. I'm tired of my bed being a casket, And each night a funeral. While I fade away. I can't relive, The nights I cried, Now everyone has changed, But I am still the same.
Take this time, here to breathe, Turn off the lights. Cover up and rest, Let this fade into gray. So we can take in yesterday. One more time, One last time, Let this fade to gray.
And maybe I'll blame myself, For letting it get like this. I'm tired of my bed being a casket, And each night a funeral. I am not awake. I can't relive, The nights I cried, Now everyone has changed, But I am still the same.
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07/02/2019 01:11 PM
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What I Should Do With My Blog
July 2, 2019
Not that anyone closely follows my blog, but I thought about adding some new things. I might add pictures of my drawings and paintings. Also, as long as you can differentiate between my poems and real song lyrics, I might put lyrics from my favorite songs on here.
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07/02/2019 01:05 PM
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"Steadfast"
You are the center of my world,, Smiling that contagious smile, You give me your love. And I promise, it's safe with me.
With everything falling to the floor, Shattered memories, All around my bed. And on my tongue. I know I'm not alone.
There's a time, When boys and girls find, Everything led to this time. You're taking all my loneliness, And changing my mind.
The butterflies in my stomach, Flutter to the song that's your voice, Your song, the one I can't live without.
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07/02/2019 01:05 PM
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"Times I'm Holding You"
The times I'm holding you go by so fast, and the times I don't see you last an eternity
You got me all up in a tangled mess, Playing with my innocence. But I shouldn't care, no I shouldn't care. About that anymore. Like falling apart like the times we didn't know where to start, I shouldn't care, but I do.
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07/02/2019 01:01 PM
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"Springtime Reflections"
When the spring becomes summer, Nothing feels better, Than being so young and eager.
God gave me a heart that was made to love. So won't you love me like I love you, when spring becomes summer? And your laugh makes me wonder, Where the time has gone.
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11/08/2018 07:40 PM
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"You're Not There"
I know I have never felt so alone. Now that I'm here on my own. The warmth of you in my arms, Is now but a memory I can't forget. As I think of the life we left behind.
And the world never seems more dreary, Than when you have to see it alone. I might never see greater skies than, The ones that you have shown. I will never forget, The way your voice brightened my days. I reach out for someone to hold on to. But we went separate ways.
I open my eyes and you're not there.
My dearest goodbye, I whisper, I, Never thought I would lose you. I still smile and look the other way, But deep down I still miss you. Now my evenings have become lonely. And songs don't sound the same. When there is nothing but notes to remind me, How it felt just to say your name.
I know wherever you are, You still laugh. Still smile and hope lives on. As coldness became the only thing I knew, You are crossing the lines we've drawn. A thousand words away you rewrite your life, As choking goodbyes turn day into night. I could never just let this happen like this but I guess it has to be.
I open my eyes and you're not there.
My dearest goodbye, I write, I, Never thought I would lose you. I still smile and look the other way, But deep down I still miss you. Now my evenings have become lonely. And songs don't sound the same. When there is nothing but notes to remind me, How I felt just to say your name.
Goodbye, I won't forget you. I can't forget you. As I write your name for the last time. Goodbye, I won't forget you. I can't forget you. As you walk away.
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09/18/2018 03:51 PM
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"Concealed"
Take it all away, I don't want this anymore. I don't have to say that this was, perfect. And at the end of the day, Who really won this game? If both of us are standing seconds from other, But feeling years away. We can lie again tonight, Let's say it's supposed to be this way.
But I know you well, Just know I can tell. Every time you reassure me, I know what you really feel. Kiss and conceal, I know how you really feel. Hide and don't tell, But I know that you meant well, When you left promises over time, And tore my heart out from inside. So let's kiss and conceal, I know how you really feel.
We won't mention it, It's so much easier to act like it's not there. I'll never get to realize, Why I can no longer feel alive. It's nothing serious, You'll make the rules up as we go. And say it's just perfect, Because we deserve it, And we'll fall for it every time.
But I know you well, Just know I can tell. Every time you reassure me, I know what you really feel. Kiss and conceal, I know how you really feel. Hide and don't tell, But I know that you meant well, When you left signals over time, And tore my heart out from inside. Kiss and conceal, I know how you really feel.
You're nothing short of a liar, But I don't care, I miss the you I remember. Don't mention it, We'll be fine. And we can do this forever, And we can do this forever and ever.
But I know you well, Just know I can tell. Every time you reassure me, I know what you really feel. Kiss and conceal, I know how you really feel. Hide and don't tell, But I know that you meant well, When you left promises over time, And tore my heart out from inside. Kiss and conceal, I know how you really feel tonight.
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08/14/2018 03:15 PM
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"Nights Like These"
The trees sway, and all I can think of is where you are. These nights I can't sleep I picture you, In my embrace, in my arms, holding you close. The sound of crickets is deafening, When all you have to hear is the sound of the bustling world replaying in motion. The absence of your voice leaves me to lie awake tonight.
These are the pieces of my heart layed out before you in your dreams.
Staring at the ceiling to go blank becomes the only thing that gives me closure, These nighttime distances soak my thoughts in anguish. These summer midnights empty arms, Empty veins
I can't sleep without you.
The night makes its way to ten, and I still think, Maybe overthink. Time is only taunting me, Every second. Keeping record of each hour, By the count it becomes three.
Writing notes you can't even read, It's the only thing that gives me closure. Your lips are nowhere near me and I can't take it. These summer midnights, empty arms. Empty veins.
I can't sleep without you. Yeah I can't breathe without you.
These are the pieces of my heart, Among the trees, they belong to you. Amidst the blue sky in your dreams. In your dreams, In your dreams, In your dreams tonight.
Closing my eyes to picture you, Smiling and laughing, it helps me to find closure on these summer midnights, with empty arms. Empty veins.
I can't sleep without your voice.
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08/06/2018 04:49 PM
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I'm Not Dead Yet
August 6, 2018
Yeah it's been a while since I updated this. That poem was from yesterday. I haven't been up to much, but I'm sure you expected that. I have a lot more poems to post. (Some of my best, in my opinion.) Oh, and I got my schedule for the upcoming school year today. I'm nervous of course, but I really have...expectations for this year. Not many, I've come to expect less over time.
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