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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 23
Sign: Leo
Country: United States

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July 28, 2017

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02/15/2019 10:45 AM 

Past the Point of No Return

happy post-valentines day

my chest is empty because my heart is still in your hands
i'd ask for it back but i know you'll leave prints
and you're never nice
(butineveraskedyoutobe)
you're sharp and sarcastic and cynical
yet i still want to introduce your hips to mine and press my lips against your neck
i'm searching and scanning for you in every picture
trying to find the only face without a smile
maybe one day i'll see it
 
xabby

02/04/2019 07:04 PM 

Guess Who Is Lonely and Pathetic

i imagine you doing the most sinful things

like giving me your heart, or placing your hand on my cheek.
i am sure that the greatest symbol for love in the entire world is the ocean.
it is wrathful and all-encompassing.
and so easily can you drown in both.

x abby x

01/29/2019 05:59 PM 

No Flowery Language; I Am Very Sad

i've said it before and i'll say it again

i am too soft for this world
and i am better underground 
below the earth
and that is the place meant for me
i breathe air and it hurts my lungs
i wonder if it would be better to breathe nothing at all

-abby

01/24/2019 10:33 PM 

Born Too Late

oh how desperately i wish i wrote sins

but there are no sins to speak of.
never have i said this so truly.
but i'm in love with you, very dearly.
every hour of every day you cross my mind.
and it's not fair because i never cross yours.
(you-never-were-one-to-play-fair)
no matter how many boys i kiss
your name is the one that will always be on my lips.
oh mr. masterpiece you hang in a hall full of paintings but i only have eyes for you.
these eyes were made for you, and only you.

i am lovestruck and heartbroken
abby

01/23/2019 07:37 PM 

You'll Never Get It If You Only Read It Once

we were like tornadoes.

leaving a wreckage in our wake.
loving and killing thousands.
we were an unstoppable force, only perishing by our own hand,
the only force strong enough to strangle us.
but there is no love lost for this bygone era.
with every raindrop there was a thunderstorm. 
summer's warm winds fuelled our flames.
winter's cold chill blew us out.
it is winter, i am blooming. 
i do not need the tornado. 
it was not a good look for me.
 
lovelost, abby

01/14/2019 04:30 PM 

Who Knows What Evils Lurk in the Hearts of Men?

I think Mr. Sandman has found an enemy in me because he keeps sending me dreams of you.

I toss and turn in cotton sheets all night, wondering how he could be so cruel. 
But maybe you're the one who's sicced Mr. Sandman on me.
You're the father of angels, yet himself a demon.
Please prey on me because in my sleep is the only time I get to see you.
I'm starting to think you like watching me suffer.
Innocent girls in beds praying to be blessed by your presence strokes your ego, huh?
The truth is you've probably cleansed me from your mind, and I conjure fantasies to pretend I wasn't just a passing whim. 
 
-abbyabbyquitecontrary

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01/05/2019 03:13 AM 

A Symptom of Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Days

my friends used to be my outlet

i plugged in my problems and out came energy
but now when i stick in my wires
i can't even manage a spark of electricity 

-lost of interest

12/22/2018 01:48 PM 

Think of Me, Think of Me Fondly

the sea has pulled me down too deep

the chances of buoying are slim to none
so i might as well drink in the high tide and feel the water flood my throat
you've tethered me to an anchor and thrown me off the side of the boat
and when i wash up on the shore they'll recognise the culprit
because this is the fate of any girl who lays her eyes upon you

love me, abby

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