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hero worship
i am in love with a villain a man who would rather see his hands squeeze the air out of my throat than give it life a man whose sick pleasure derives from watching my twitching fingertips grasp at the collar of his shirt . . . but i won’t die for love so i press the edge of my blade against his neck “do it,” he whispers. “you won’t.” i dig it in deeper. “you can’t.” . . . and he’s right. everything i have ever stood for, destroyed by a pair of ocean eyes and expensive cologne. metal against marble and you’re on me in a second everything is on fire, but nothing burns i won’t die for love, but maybe i’ll char . . . “close, pumpkin.” you leave me dying in the water but the blood just draws you back i do not want to die for love. i want to live. “but not close enough.”
st. abby
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