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01/14/2019 04:30 PM 

Who Knows What Evils Lurk in the Hearts of Men?

I think Mr. Sandman has found an enemy in me because he keeps sending me dreams of you.

I toss and turn in cotton sheets all night, wondering how he could be so cruel. 
But maybe you're the one who's sicced Mr. Sandman on me.
You're the father of angels, yet himself a demon.
Please prey on me because in my sleep is the only time I get to see you.
I'm starting to think you like watching me suffer.
Little girls in beds praying to be blessed by your presence strokes your ego, huh?
The truth is you've probably cleansed me from your mind, and I conjure fantasies to pretend I wasn't just a passing whim. 


01/14/2019 01:37 PM 

Another Survey to Avoid My Responsibilities

63 Annoying Questions Survey
1. Song that always makes you sad? 
Golden by Fall Out Boy

2. Last thing you bought? 

a video game for my switch

3. Last person you argued with? 

no idea

4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on? 

what? no?

5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?

I had a black cat webkinz called Spooky. 

6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd? 


7. Favorite day of the week? 


8. Favorite Sundae topping? 

whipped cream

9. Did you take Piano lessons?


10. Most frequent song played?

...Golden by Fall Out Boy

11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?

Riverdale season 1 

12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey? 


13. Date someone older or younger?


14. One place you could travel right now?

pete wentz's bed

15. Do you use umbrellas? 

not really, i just use hoodies

16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?

no I am American

17. Favorite Cheese?


18. The Smith's or the Cure? 

The Cure (sorry Morrissey)

19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?


20. Best job you ever had? 

i've only had one job before and it sucked

21. did you go to your high school prom?


22. perfect time to wake up?

10 AM - noon

23. perfect time to go to bed?

2 AM

24. do you use your queen right away in chess? 

i don't play chess

25. Ever been in a car accident?


26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?


27. what age is this exciting life over for you?

are you asking me when i wanna die? i don't know, man

28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?


29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?

either my black combat boots or my black converse high tops

30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?

considering i was in high school just seven/eight months ago, yes.

31. Were you in track and field? 


32. Were you ever in a school talent show?


33. Have you ever written in a library book?

yes :3

34. Allergic to? 

nothing! maybe just seasonal stuff

35. Favorite fruit?


36. Have you watched sex and the city?


37. Baseball hat or toque? 


38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?


39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste? 

wet, i'm not a monster

40. Pen or pencil?


41. Have you ever gambled at a casino? 


42. Have you thrown up on a plane?


43. Have you thrown up in a car?


44. Have you thrown up at work? 


45. Do you scream on roller coasters?

i don't go on roller coasters 

46. Who was your first prom date?

my friend alx

47. Who was your first roommate?

my friend cheyene

48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?


49. What was your first job? 

a cashier at a grocery store

50. What was your first car?

i can't drive

51. When did you go to your first funeral?

i was 7

52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? 


53. Who was your first grade teacher?

Mrs. Ganz i think?

54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride? 

Florida I think

55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?

I've never snuck out of my house

56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? 

my first best friend... maybe Gabby and I haven't talked to her in 7 years

57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?

college dorm, in syracuse

58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?

my mom

59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? 

i've never been a bridesmaid

60. What is the first thing you do in the morning? 

wake up

61. What was the first concert you attended? 

I went to an Aly & AJ / Jesse McCartney concert when I was a wee child because my sister had the hots for Jesse. I fell asleep. 

62. First tattoo or piercing? 

my ears (typical)

63. First celebrity crush? 

i think dylan sprouse? ironically, i prefer cole now

01/14/2019 12:50 AM 

A Survey to Balance Out the Angst

Amazingly new questions, you ready?

What is something that is bothering you right now?
the fact that i have to write a post for a discussion board

Will you be in a relationship one month from now?
idk probably not

Who was the last person to see you cry?
i can't remember, probably my mom

Do you drink bottled water?
only if it's flavoured

What was the last thing you drank?
raspberry-flavoured water

Do you hate the last person who called you?

Where is your best friend right now?
at her house

Do you believe in love?

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having?

If you’re being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
sad maybe. or tired, or nothing. it's not really an indicator of anything.

Last person of the opposite sex you texted single?

Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing:
it's a grey sweatshirt embroidered with the word "syracuse" in orange and navy blue outline

How long have you lived in your current home?
almost all of my life. so i'd say 17 years, or maybe a few months more.

You never know what you have until it’s gone. True or false?

Are you sad when someone says they hate you?
if it's someone i know and like, yeah. even people i feel neutral about. if it's rando internet people, no.

Are you scared of losing the person you like to someone else?
they already have someone else, and it's four letters.

Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes?
i'm already in bed, baby.

Do you laugh at inappropriate times?

What time did you wake up today?
noon, i think.

Would you rather be single all your life or grow old with someone?
grow old with someone

How many bracelets do you have on right now?
ten or twelve, depending on if you count hair ties.

How long have you liked the person you like right now?
september 2017

Is there someone of the opposite sex you can talk to?
yes, i have friends.

Do you like mac n cheese?

Do you get mad when people don’t text back?
i get a little annoyed if it's a really long time

What does your phone do when it receives a text?
it vibrates

How late did you stay up til last night and why?
2AM and that's actually early for me. i was super tired.

Are you going out of town soon?
not that I know of.

Think back to Februrary, how was your love life?

Will you regret your next kiss?
i sure hope not

What is in your pocket?

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
no i don't think so

Are you happier now or 5 months ago?
five months ago 

Are you usually wide awake when you wake up?

Can you remember the last person you texted without looking?
my mom

Can you sleep without blankets covering you?

Do you listen to music everyday?

How long have you known your first phone contact?
since pre-k

Who are all your texts in your inbox from?
i keep a lot of old ones. my mom, my dad, my friend alx, my brother, a group chat with my dad and my mom, my therapist, my AP english group chats from junior and senior year, my friend rose, my friend caddie, my friend josh, and a group chat with my friends caddie and angie

Do you have a hard time making decisions?
yes. no. maybe?

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?

What are you looking forward to?
getting my hair redyed and seeing the man with intelligent eyes and a wry smile

Are you a morning or night person?

Are you excited for this weekend?
i don't think i have anything specific coming up.

What are you wearing on your feet?
sushi-print socks

If there was a large spider in your room, would you stay in the room?
depends how big and where it was. if it was the size of a quarter, i'd freak, but if it was on the floor or something then i'd just drop a heavy book on it

What is the last thing you touched, other than your computer?
my phone

When was the last time you talked to your best friend?

my very best friend i haven't spoken to since Friday.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?

i don't think so

Are you a social or anti-social person?
anti-social i guess. i like being around my friends, i just get drained very quickly.

Can you recall the last time you liked someone?
i'm in the process and i think i will for the rest of my life

Where were you last night at 8 PM?

What color is your cell phone?

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?
raspberry-flavoured water.

Your last received text, would you kiss them? 
yes it's my mom!! not on the lips tho that's weird lol

Have you told anybody you loved them and meant it?  

Are you in a good mood?
i'm in an okay mood. 

What were you doing an hour ago?       
f***ing around

Is there anyone that could make your day if they showed up at your house?     
god yes. pete wentz if you're out there, my address is 722 [REDACTED] 

Does your middle name begin with an A, M, or S?             
an "A"

How old was the last person you rode in a car with?      

What color was the last vehicle you were in?    

Do you have plans for next weekend?            
i don't think so

What was the last movie you saw in theaters and who did you go with?
honestly i think the last time i went to a movie it was farhenheit 11/9 and it was with my mom

How old were you in 1999?        

Are you taller than 5'6"?             
yes i'm 5'8"

Who were the last three people to call you?     
three random numbers

What were you doing last night at 10pm?           
can't remember. probably nothing.

If you turn around, what is behind you?              
a wall

Would you dye your hair hot pink for $50?         
you wouldn't even have to pay me

Do you have any step or half siblings?  

What color is your underwear?

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?  
syracuse university bookstore

Who was the last person to hug you?   
my mom

Who is on your mind right now?              
honestly, castiel from supernatural. i haven't watched that show in years but man that guy is hot.

In how many years will you be thirty?   
12 years

What are your plans after this?
after what? this survey? probably writing my discussion post.

Are you currently barefoot?
no i'm wearing socks

What’s the dumbest thing you have ever said?
do you know how hard that is? practically everything i say is dumb.

You can never drink tea again or soda. Which do you give up?
soda. that sh*t gross.

Last time you drank coffee?
can't remember

Do you listen to screamo?

In what month were you born?

Do you take vitamins daily?

Who is your 9th contact in your phone?
a friend I haven't spoken to in several years

How many programs are running on your computer now?

What’s the first icon on your desktop?
recycle bin

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?

How old is the cellphone you have right now?
i got it september 2015, so about three years.

Do you get pissed off when your computer freezes?

What’s the last thing you laughed at?
can't remember

What’s one thing you hate about your best friend?
i wish she was more open with me. i wish she told me her problems or showed her feelings toward me. sometimes i don't think she cares about me

Where is your dad right now?
he's sleeping in bed

01/05/2019 03:13 AM 

A Symptom of Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Days

my friends used to be my outlet

i plugged in my problems and out came power
but now when i stick in my wires
i can't even manage a spark of electricity 

-lost of interest

12/22/2018 01:48 PM 

Think of Me, Think of Me Fondly

the sea has pulled me down too deep

the chances of buoying are slim to none
so i might as well drink in the high tide and feel the water flood my throat
you've tethered me to an anchor and thrown me off the side of the boat
and when i wash up on the shore they'll recognise the culprit
because this is the fate of any girl who lays her eyes upon you

love me, abby

12/10/2018 02:17 AM 

I Write Because You Exist

call me the reflection in mr. ross's mirror 'cause i don't write sins, i write tragedies.

i've always thought that your hands grip my heart but now i know they squeeze my neck, controlling my life and death, every inhale and exhale of breath.
yes, the moon and i have more than loneliness in common.
we've both loved and lost.
though maybe i could learn a thing or two from the moon.

love (,) me.

11/15/2018 09:35 PM 

Good Night, Young Lovers

let's close our eyes and make believe we were born from the heads of kings

shrouded in darkness and drenched in black
the world would spin on our fingertips and tremor beneath the soles of our feet
in a different universe where we spent our friday nights at the metro hall listening to tigers jaw
meeting up with dennis and adam after their set ended
seated at our table in the back of dino's, eating pizza and laughing about how i bumped into the door frame on the way in
but instead we were born a decade too late
you strummed guitars in three different bands and worked long hours at hot topic to get away from your parents
and i fell in love with strange men, from powder blue ties to raccoon eyes
dreaming of vibrant hair and bleeding lips
let's catch up on what we missed
because soon we won't have any time at all

11/12/2018 06:21 PM 

Have You Evers

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes? 

2. Slept in a different bed? 
3. Made out in a movie theatre? 
4. made out with 2 different people in one night? 
5. Thought your cousin was hot? 
6. Been in love? 
not sure
7. Slept? 
slept with someone? no
8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex? 
9. Gone over the speed limit? 
I can't drive
10. Painted your room? 
11. Drove a car? 
12. Danced in front of your mirror? 
13. Gotten a hickey? 
14. Been dumped? 
15. Stole money from a friend? 
16. Gotten in a car with people you just met? 
yes but i was with a friend who knew them
17. Been in a fist fight? 
18. Snuck out of your house? 
19. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? 
all the time
20. Been arrested? 
21. Made out with a stranger? 
22. Left your house with out telling your parents? 
23. Had a crush on your neighbor? 
24. Ditched school to do something more fun? 
25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex ? 
same sex but it wasn't romantic or anything. just platonic
26. Seen someone die? 
27. Been on a plane? 
yes, several times
28. Kissed a picture? 
29. Slept in until 3? 
30. Love someone or miss someone right now? 
31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? 
32. Made a snow angel? 
yes but it didn't look much like an angel
33. Played dress up? 
34. Cheated while playing a game? 
35. Been lonely? 
36. Fallen asleep at work/school?
yes but never in class
37. Been to a club? 
a nightclub? no
38. Felt an earthquake? 
39. Touched a snake? 
yes, it kinda felt like a basketball
40. Ran a red light? 
I can't drive
41. Been suspended from school? 
42. Had detention.. 
unfortunately yes
43. Been in a car? 
uh yeah
44. hated the way you look? 
all the time
45. Witnessed a crime? 
i don't think so
46. Been lost? 
47. Been to the opposite side of the country? 
48. Felt like dying from embarrassment? 
49. Cried yourself to sleep? 
50. Sang karaoke? 
51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? 
52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? 
53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? 
54. Kissed in the rain? 
55. Sung in the shower? 
56. Had a dream that you married someone? 
probably but I can't remember a specific time
57. played getting married? 
58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? 
59. Ever gone to school partially nude? 
wtf no
60. Been a ? 
cool what does this mean
61. Sat on a roof top? 
62. Didn't take a shower for a week? 
63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone? 
64. Played chicken? 
if you mean the pool game, yes. if you don't, no.
65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? 
66. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? 
yes but over the internet
67. Broken a bone? 
68. Been easily amused? 
69. Laugh so hard you cry? 
70. Cheated on a test? 
not the entire test but on a question or two, yes
71. Forgotten someone's name? 
72. Blacked out from drinking? 
73. Played a prank on someone? 
74. Gone to a late night movie? 
75. Made love to anything not human? 
yo wtf
76. Failed a class? 
77. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? 
78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? 
79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend? 
80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? 
81. Thrown strange objects? 
82. Felt like someone? 
dude what the f*** does this mean
83. Thought about running away? 
84. Ran away? 
85. Had detention and not attend it? 
86. Made parents cry? 
87. Cried over someone? 
88. Owned more than 5 sharpies? 
89. Dated someone more than once? 
ugh. yes. bad idea, don't do it
90. Have a dog? 
91. Own an instrument? 
92. Been in a band? 
93. Drank 25 sodas in a day? 
94. Broken a cd? 
95. Shot a gun? 
96. Been on myspace for more than 5 hours? 
no there's like nothing to do on here
98. Have a major crush on someone right now? 
99. Have a religion? 
i have, but not anymore
100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?

10/29/2018 10:32 PM 

Outside Looking In

1. Name and middle name? Abigail Ann

2. What holiday is your birthday closest to? fourth of july

3. Favorite flavored Pie? coconut cream

4. Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they dont? yeah

5. Are you allergic to anything? maybe like seasonal allergies like ragweed or pollen

6. Is there something special you want for Christmas? a brand new heart

7. When was the last time you went swimming? summertime

8. Do you like cheesecake? not really

9. How many of the U.S. states have you lived in? once

10. Have you traveled outside the country? yes

11. Do you keep a planner or calendar with daily events? no

12. Does anyone like you? probably not

13. Do you have any strange pets? no

14. What is your dream car? i can't drive

15. What did you do today? went to school

16. Are you bipolar? not as far as i know

17. What is the main ringtone on your cell? my phone is on silent

18. Where would you want to go on a first date? disney world

19. When is the last time you were hugged? sunday

20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? someone played "happy birthday" on the trumpet once for my birthday

21. How important is romance? in the grand scheme of things, i am unhappy without love. i am patiently waiting for my time to come.

22. Have you ever bungee jumped? no

23. Have you ever been white water rafting? no

24. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? i don't know but that's creepy

25. Are you a cavity free kid? i think

26. Are you an extreme racist? uhhh no. weird question

27. What song are you listening to right now? i'm not listening to anything right now

28. What is your favorite song at the moment? lake effect kid by fall out boy

29. What was the last movie you watched? can't remember

30. Where was the last house you went besides your house? my nonie's house

31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property? no

32. Have you ever been punched? no

33. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? uh general face

34. Can you open a beer bottle with a body part other than your hand? i haven't tried. i don't drink.

35. What do you usually order from Olive Garden? i haven't been there in years. probably pasta.

36. Say something totally random about yourself? something totally random about yourself

37. Do you have an mp3 player? no i play music on my phone

38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? once at an airport a lady came up to me and said that i looked like someone from some tv show I can't remember

39. Do you have freckles? no

40. Are you comfortable with your height? yes

41. Do you love someone? always

42. How tall are you? 5'8"

43. Do you speak any other language other than English? not fluently

44. How do you like your steak cooked? medium well

45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? my grandma when i was 7

46. Do you watch MTV? no

47. What is something that really annoys you? my anxiety preventing me from doing necessary things

48. Have you talked with your parents about the birds and the bees? no

49. What is the best thing in your refrigerator right now? iced tea

50. When is the last time you had professional pictures taken? senior year

51. Do you have a crush on someone? always

52. Does that person like you back? no

53. Do you drive when you go on long trips? i can't drive

54. Whats the latest you have ever stayed out? midnight thirty

55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? several. maybe a handful

56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? no

57. Have you broken a bone or had stitches? no

58. Anyone on your mind right now? not particularly

59. What color is your hair? brown

60. What did you do last night? who knows

10/27/2018 02:15 AM 

Bonus Tracks!

Hand of God
"It's not gossip if it's the truth. I'm sick of always writing songs for you to slit your wrists to."

Lake Effect Kid
"Boomerang my head back to the city I grew up in. Again and again, forever a lake effect kid."

Austin, We Have a Problem
"Everyone loves an underdog. That's why you're singing along."

Alpha Dog
"We must have the best coats, tell the best jokes. We must make it hard to look so easy doing something so hard."

Growing Up
"I guess I'm my own better half."

"From Now On, We Are Enemies"
"I'm just the man on the balcony singing 'No one will ever remember me.'"

Yule Shoot Your Eye Out
"All I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breath to me before you bury yourself alive."


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