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August 18th, 2018

Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 18
Country: United States

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July 28, 2017



08/09/2018 12:42 AM 

Random Survey

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. "-toral program, but not emo. People have their preconceived ideas..." from Punk Rock, Teenagers, and Emo by Andy Greenwald. 

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what can you touch? Uh, a wall.
Before you started this survey, what were you doing? I was fixing my hair.
What is the last thing you watched on TV? Friends.
Without looking, guess what time it is. 10:58PM. 
Now look at the clock. What is the actual time? Dammit, it's 10:59. Off by a minute. 
With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? The music I'm listening to-- Sunrise, Sunset by Bright Eyes.
When did you last step outside? What were you doing? A few days ago I think. I turned off the heater to my pool.
Did you dream last night? I did. I had really weird ones.
Do you remember your dreams? I do, usually. 
When did you last laugh? Maybe twenty minutes ago.
Do you remember why / at what? Yeah, Chandler made a joke on an episode of Friends.
What is on the walls of the room you are in? Paintings.
Seen anything weird lately? Yeah, kinda. I watch a lot of weird videos.
What do you think of this quiz? I think it's pretty fun.
What is the last film you saw? ...Teen Titans Go to the Movies... it surprisingly wasn't bad!
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? England or Japan!!
If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy? I would pay for my college tuition... Lame answer, I know
Tell me something about you that most people don’t know. I don't have a whole lot of secrets, actually. Uh, when I was in seventh grade I tried really hard to get into Jeffree Star's music but I didn't like it.
If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I would get rid of prejudice. 
Do you like to dance? Sometimes. I'm a really bad dancer though lol
Would you ever consider living abroad? Yes!!! I love experiencing different cultures.
Does your name make any interesting anagrams? It makes "baby," but that's about it.
Who made the last incoming call on your phone? A random number. I don't know who it was 'cause I didn't pick up.
What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? A pixel art gif of a bat flapping its wings.
Last time you swam in a pool? Two or three weeks ago, I think. I don't go in my pool very often.
Type of music you like most? Emo, pop punk. Punk in general.
Type of music you dislike most? Country. It's so... bad.
Are you listening to music right now? Yes! I'm still listening to Bright Eyes.
What color is your bedroom carpet? I don't have carpet in my bedroom.
If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do? I would install A/C. We don't have it, we just have fans.
What was the last thing you bought? Movie theatre snacks.
Have you ever ridden on a motorbike? Nope!
Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? No way! I'm scared of heights.
Do you have a garden? Technically? We have flowers and stuff.
Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? Not off the top of my head, but if you played it, I could probably get most of the words.
What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning? "Ugh, I should probably get up."
If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be? Pete Wentz or Jhonen Vasquez. 
Who sent the last text message you received? A friend.
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? I wouldn't ever want to do that, but if I had to, probably Hot Topic or Forever 21.
What time is bed time? It's always changing. Usually between 2 a.m. and 4 a.m.
Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? Nope.
How many tattoos do you have? None.
If you don’t have any, have you ever thought of getting one? Yeah!
What did you do for your last birthday? I went out to dinner with my family and had a birthday party.
Do you carry a donor card? No, but my ID states that I'm a donor.
Who was the last person you ate dinner with? My parents.
Is the glass half empty or half full? Half-empty.
What’s the farthest-away place you’ve been? Not sure. Maybe Mexico or some tropical island.
When’s the last time you ate a homegrown tomato? F***, uh. I can't remember. Maybe a year ago?
Have you ever won a trophy? Does an award for perfect attendance count?
Are you a good cook? I honestly don't know. I've only ever made like, three things before.
Do you know how to pump your own gas? Buddy, I don't even know how to drive.
If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be? Pete Wentz
Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school? Only all my life!!
Do you touch-type? I never thought about it before. I've just become aware while typing this. I don't have to look down, so I guess so!
What’s under your bed? I'm too scared to look.... lots and lots of dust.
Do you believe in love at first sight? No. Attraction yes, love no.
Think fast, what do you like right now? Uh..... Invader Zim!
Where were you on Valentine’s day? Home. It snowed a lot and school closed.
What time do you get up? Usually between 1:00 and 2:30 p.m. 
What was the name of your first pet? A dog named Sammy. He scratched me while I was sleeping and I was so upset that my parents had to bring him back to the pound. Sorry, boy. In my defense, I was three.
Who is the second to last person to call you? My old manager John. F*** that job.
Is there anything going on this weekend? The aforementioned birthday party.
How are you feeling right now? Neutral. My neck hurts.
What do you think about the most? I worry a lot about my first year college.
What time do you get up in the morning? I literally just answered this six questions ago.
If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people? I would tell my family immediately, and my friends as soon as possible. 
Who would you tell first? Four of my good friends. 
What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema? Teen Titans Go to the Movies.
Do you sing in the shower? Most times, yeah!
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? I.... just... answered this.
What do you do most when you are bored?
What did you want to be when you grew up? A fashion designer. A Lost Boy.
If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be? I wanna be an animator/storyboard artist. 
Which came first the chicken or the egg? There's no beginning or end to a circle.
How many keys on your key ring? Uh, one. It'll be two soon.
What kind of car do you drive? I can't drive.
What are your best physical features? Uh,,, eyes I guess.
What are your best characteristics? I'm kinda funny.
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go? I'd go to Disney World again.
What kind of books do you like to read? Gothic works. Older literature, like Austen. 
What is your favorite time of the day? Sunset, nighttime. 
Where did you grow up? Northeastern Pennsylvania. 
How far away from your birthplace do you live now? Like, ten minutes.
What are you reading now? These questions.
Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night owl.
Can you touch your nose with your tongue? No.
Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows? Yep.
Do you have pets? Yes, I have a dog named Toby.
How many rings before you answer the phone? If I know who it is, I pick it up immediately. If I don't know who it is, I ignore it.
What is your best childhood memory? I can't think of one. My childhood all in all was pretty good, I can't think of anything specific. 
Any new and exciting things that you would like to share? uh... not really.
What is most important in life? I think it's different for different people.
What inspires you? Art, cartoons, literature. Different things.

07/24/2018 01:01 AM 

What Is It That They Say About Old Habits?

One million miles away and somehow you still manage to wrap your hands around my heart and squeeze as hard as you can.

Didn't you hear the news? You're so last season.
With sheepskin on my back and blood on my palms, I tossed you into the well, fed you to ravenous beasts, and sold you for coin to men I knew not. Despite my efforts, you climbed the ladder and reclaimed your throne.
Mr. Older Gentleman, could you cut the strings from your fingertips? I promise I'm a real girl.
I think you branded my brain and left prints on my medulla as a calling card. 
You're the stain on the bed sheets that never washes out.
But I'll be damned if I stop trying. 

06/15/2018 07:27 PM 

The Lake Bred New Life Tonight

We come and we go. We change faster than seasons but slower than minds. We are temporary and timeless, stuck between the past and the future. These moments are fleeting but not few. 
Today I learned a lesson I won't remember because my heart is smarter than my brain. Cherish the memories you make but don't wade. You have many more waves to catch. 
I sailed and stopped in the middle of the lake. Sunlight reflected off the vast, glistening waters. The sky was never so blue and the clouds never so full. It was beautiful and made me think about how I never wanted it to end. And it won't--not really. This wasn't the first and it won't be the last. I need to remind myself of that more often. 


06/04/2018 10:45 PM 


So I finally confessed to  ̶H̶u̶c̶k̶ Peter that I like him. Don't give me too much credit, though-- it was over Instagram message. (I was too cowardly to do it in person.) As expected, I got shot down. He provided me kind words, stated that he was flattered, but gently informed me that he does not return my affections and that he recently got out of a long-term relationship. He was extremely kind about it. Not to sound defeatist, but I knew he didn't feel the same and didn't expect anything. I just wanted to get it off my chest. I thought it would give me closure but... I still find myself vying for his attention and approval. I'm not going to pursue him any further, obviously, because I respect his wishes, but I'm still bummed. We will never see each other again, and it will never happen, so gripping tightly onto these lingering feelings is both futile and unhealthy. I just really liked him. But no matter.
The ice has melted. Summer is upon us. You're like spring, but seasons are only temporary. 
"So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past."

 kisses and stitches, abby 

05/09/2018 11:04 PM 

You've Got Me Looking in Through Blinds

I speak in tongues to feed my ego but it does nothing to satisfy the hunger in my hands, head, and heart. 

05/07/2018 01:30 PM 

I Close My Eyes for a Second and Pretend It's Me You Want

Meanwhile I try to act so nonchalant... Mr. Beckett had it right when he said "Love me, or leave me, or rip me apart." I'm wa(it)ding in the water. Tie the anchor around my ankle or throw me the lifesaver. Anything for you to glance over the hull. Wouldn't it be nice? 
We can hide in the daylight. The moonlight exposes us for what we are. The sun sees me disinterested. The moon sees me desperate. Cue the guitars and the trumpets. 
You're like spring. A fool might wonder if you're ever really there, but a voyeur always knows. Ivy grows in your eyes. You leave flowers sprouting in your trail. Sprightly as a twitching rabbit's nose, begging to act, but afraid of attention. I always notice. 
See you tonight with an empty bed and a crowded head. 


05/04/2018 12:46 PM 

A New Outlook?

When I first started this blog, I didn't expect anyone to read it, so I was very open in venting about certain things. As time went on, I realised that some people were actually reading this and became self-conscious about what I post. This completely defeats the purpose of this blog. I wanted a place where I could post sappy things about what I'm feeling. But then after awhile, I started getting embarrassed. I want that to change. I'm gonna start just posting exactly what I'm feeling and I don't care how sappy it is. I don't care if you think I'm naive, or emo--because guess what? I am--I'm just going to be honest. If you don't like what I write about, then don't read it. I'm making this for me, not you. This may not even be a real problem, but it's just a heads-up for people who may feel this way. Because guess what? My next post is going to be about one of my unrequited crushes. I see him (almost) everyday so I feel this everyday, and that means I'm going to vent about it on here every day. That's it. If you think I'm cringey, fine. I don't care. Just allow me to have an outlet for these conflicting feelings.

 kisses and stitches, abby. 

04/30/2018 12:57 PM 

When You Walk in the Room

 Warning: Sappy, longing love 
This isn't about Huck. It's about someone else. The complicated one with the barrier between us. Remember? I said there were two people I was infatuated with. I justify it by saying that they're very similar-- practically the same beast, except this person is much more eccentric. And much older than me. Oh dear, I hope I didn't give too much away. My one nightmare is someone I know finding this blog. If you know me in person, you're reading this, and you know who it's about, I know it's wrong. I dare you to stop the heartbeats and the record spinning in my head. Anyway, this will just be a short little blab because I saw him again today and my heart fluttered. He smiled so much today. He smiled at me. He talked to me. 
But I'm jealous of her, because she has you. This is really embarrassing for me, wasting my time thinking of you, pretending I know you. I only know the front you put on. I don't know your dreams or secrets. I just sit here and wonder with a warm chest. Oh, the humiliation of a naive teenage girl reaching for the forbidden fruit. Yikes, did I actually say "forbidden fruit?" I better go before I embarrass myself even more.
The approaching spring will melt winter's ice. But I liked it. It preserved you. It preserved us. 

 kisses and stitches, abby 

04/30/2018 10:20 PM 

Music Survey

So, one of my "friends" on here posted one of these on her blog and I thought I'd give it a shot because it looks fun. It'll also articulate what kind of person I am and the extent of the music I like. 

A song you like with a colour in the title.
Black Mamba by the Academy Is...

A song you like with a number in the title.
7 Minutes in Heaven by Fall Out Boy

A Song That Reminds You of Summer
Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard

A Song That Reminds You of Someone You'd Rather Forget About
First Date by blink-182

A Song That Needs to Be Played Loud
Boy Division by My Chemical Romance

A Song That Makes You Want to Dance
All the Small Things by blink-182

A Song to Drive to
Jamie All Over by Mayday Parade

A Song About Drugs or Alcohol
Don't Threaten Me with a Good Time by Panic! at the Disco

A Song That Makes You Happy
Nine in the Afternoon by Panic! at the Disco

A Song That Makes You Sad
Dangerous Blues by the Young Veins

A Song That You Never Get Tired of
Reinventing the Wheel to Run Myself Over by Fall Out Boy

A Song From Your Preteen Years
California Gurls by Katy Perry

One of Your Favourite '80s Songs
Come on Eileen by Dexys Midnight Runners

A Song to Play at Your Wedding
Love at First Sight by the Brobecks

A Cover by an Artist
I Wanna Dance with Somebody by Fall Out Boy (of Whitney Houston)

One of Your Favourite Classical Songs
(this isn't technically classical but whatever) 1812 Overture by Tchaikovsky

A Song That You Would Duet with on Karaoke
Mad as Rabbits by Panic! at the Disco

A Song from the Year You Were Born
Teenage Dirtbag by Wheatus 

A Song That Makes You Think About Life
Play Crack the Sky by Brand New

A Song That Has Many Meanings to You
I'm Not Okay by My Chemical Romance

A Favourite Song with a Person's Name in the Title
Tiffany Blews by Fall Out Boy

A Song That You Think Everybody Should Listen to
EMI by the Sex Pistols

A Song by a Band You Wish Were Still Together
Thank You for the Venom by My Chemical Romance

A Song by an Artist No Longer Living
Imagine by John Lennon 

A Song That Makes You Want to Fall in Love
Heart of Mine by the Young Veins

A Song That Breaks Your Heart
I've Got a Dark Alley and a Bad Idea That Says You Should Shut Your Mouth by Fall Out Boy

A Song by an Artist With a Voice That You Love
Belt by Say Anything

A Song That You Remember From Your Childhood
21 Guns by Green Day

A Song That Reminds You of Yourself
Golden by Fall Out Boy

 kisses and stitches, abby 

04/29/2018 01:05 PM 

A Few More Weeks

Ugh, I have so much homework today. I'll try to update tonight. Hope you're on the edge of your seat because I'm sure the next post is gonna be absolutely dull. 

 kisses and stitches, abby 


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