(a)bby the homicidal maniac

Last Login:
March 22nd, 2019

Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 18
Country: United States

Signup Date:
July 28, 2017



02/27/2019 06:46 PM 

Baby's in Black

my saccharine sweetness gives every tooth in your mouth a cavaity
but that's just the way i like it
i want you to know my affection but if this all you can offer
then i'm sold, sweetheart
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I think Mr. McCartney said it best
"she thinks of him and so she dresses in black"
not out of causality, but of simple coincidence 
quite simply, i think of you
quite simply, i dress in black
quite simply, i love you

and thanks about the hair
i know it's pretty radical

abby x

02/18/2019 06:56 PM 

Don't You Get It? It's You. It's Always Been You.

i have never been more envious of someone in my whole life

nor have i ever been so enraged
she had the chance to stroke your hair, touch your cheeks, and kiss your hands
but she took what was golden and pulled it to pieces
humans are such wasteful creatures.
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maybe i’m wishing i could break the heart that broke mine
no, i would never
because that would be a crime against humanity
i could never hurt you
but i’ll gladly let you hurt me

02/16/2019 02:03 PM 

I Was Just a Passing Trend

a good little catholic boy like you

swayed by the temptations of sacrilege?
you see everything in nothing
which makes me wonder why you couldn't see something in me.
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everyone has moved on but me
and i am stuck in this empty limbo, 
a shell of what it used to be.
i swim against the current to the green light
while everybody else is climbing out of the water.

mr. fitzgerald predicted me seven decades early.


02/15/2019 10:45 AM 

Past the Point of No Return

happy post-valentines day

my chest is empty because my heart is still in your hands
i'd ask for it back but i know you'll leave prints
and you're never nice
you're sharp and sarcastic and cynical
yet i still want to introduce your hips to mine and to press my arms against your neck
i'm searching and scanning for you in every picture
trying to find the only face without a smile
maybe one day i'll see it


02/04/2019 07:04 PM 

Guess Who Is Lonely and Pathetic

i imagine you doing the most sinful things

like giving me your heart, or placing your hand on my cheek.
i am sure that the greatest symbol for love in the entire world is the ocean.
it is wrathful and all-encompassing.
and so easily can you drown in both.

x abby x

01/29/2019 05:59 PM 

No Flowery Language; I Am Very Sad

i've said it before and i'll say it again

i am too soft for this world
and i am better underground 
below the earth
and that is the place meant for me
i breathe air and it hurts my lungs
i wonder if it would be better to breathe nothing at all


01/24/2019 10:33 PM 

Born Too Late

oh how desperately i wish i wrote sins

but there are no sins to speak of.
never have i said this so truly.
but i'm in love with you, very dearly.
every hour of every day you cross my mind.
and it's not fair because i never cross yours.
no matter how many boys i kiss
your name is the one that will always be on my lips.
oh mr. masterpiece you hang in a hall full of paintings but i only have eyes for you.
these eyes were made for you, and only you.

i am lovestruck and heartbroken

01/23/2019 07:37 PM 

You'll Never Get It If You Only Read It Once

we were like tornadoes.

leaving a wreckage in our wake.
loving and killing thousands.
we were an unstoppable force, only perishing by our own hand,
the only force strong enough to strangle us.
but there is no love lost for this bygone era.
with every raindrop there was a thunderstorm. 
summer's warm winds fueled our flames.
winter's cold chill blew us out.
it is winter, i am blooming. 
i do not need the tornado. 
it was not a good look for me.

lovelost, abby

01/14/2019 04:30 PM 

Who Knows What Evils Lurk in the Hearts of Men?

I think Mr. Sandman has found an enemy in me because he keeps sending me dreams of you.

I toss and turn in cotton sheets all night, wondering how he could be so cruel. 
But maybe you're the one who's sicced Mr. Sandman on me.
You're the father of angels, yet himself a demon.
Please prey on me because in my sleep is the only time I get to see you.
I'm starting to think you like watching me suffer.
Little girls in beds praying to be blessed by your presence strokes your ego, huh?
The truth is you've probably cleansed me from your mind, and I conjure fantasies to pretend I wasn't just a passing whim. 


01/14/2019 01:37 PM 

Another Survey to Avoid My Responsibilities

63 Annoying Questions Survey
1. Song that always makes you sad? 
Golden by Fall Out Boy

2. Last thing you bought? 

a video game for my switch

3. Last person you argued with? 

no idea

4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on? 

what? no?

5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?

I had a black cat webkinz called Spooky. 

6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd? 


7. Favorite day of the week? 


8. Favorite Sundae topping? 

whipped cream

9. Did you take Piano lessons?


10. Most frequent song played?

...Golden by Fall Out Boy

11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?

Riverdale season 1 

12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey? 


13. Date someone older or younger?


14. One place you could travel right now?

pete wentz's bed

15. Do you use umbrellas? 

not really, i just use hoodies

16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?

no I am American

17. Favorite Cheese?


18. The Smith's or the Cure? 

The Cure (sorry Morrissey)

19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?


20. Best job you ever had? 

i've only had one job before and it sucked

21. did you go to your high school prom?


22. perfect time to wake up?

10 AM - noon

23. perfect time to go to bed?

2 AM

24. do you use your queen right away in chess? 

i don't play chess

25. Ever been in a car accident?


26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?


27. what age is this exciting life over for you?

are you asking me when i wanna die? i don't know, man

28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?


29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?

either my black combat boots or my black converse high tops

30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?

considering i was in high school just seven/eight months ago, yes.

31. Were you in track and field? 


32. Were you ever in a school talent show?


33. Have you ever written in a library book?

yes :3

34. Allergic to? 

nothing! maybe just seasonal stuff

35. Favorite fruit?


36. Have you watched sex and the city?


37. Baseball hat or toque? 


38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?


39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste? 

wet, i'm not a monster

40. Pen or pencil?


41. Have you ever gambled at a casino? 


42. Have you thrown up on a plane?


43. Have you thrown up in a car?


44. Have you thrown up at work? 


45. Do you scream on roller coasters?

i don't go on roller coasters 

46. Who was your first prom date?

my friend alx

47. Who was your first roommate?

my friend cheyene

48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?


49. What was your first job? 

a cashier at a grocery store

50. What was your first car?

i can't drive

51. When did you go to your first funeral?

i was 7

52. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? 


53. Who was your first grade teacher?

Mrs. Ganz i think?

54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride? 

Florida I think

55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?

I've never snuck out of my house

56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? 

my first best friend... maybe Gabby and I haven't talked to her in 7 years

57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?

college dorm, in syracuse

58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?

my mom

59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? 

i've never been a bridesmaid

60. What is the first thing you do in the morning? 

wake up

61. What was the first concert you attended? 

I went to an Aly & AJ / Jesse McCartney concert when I was a wee child because my sister had the hots for Jesse. I fell asleep. 

62. First tattoo or piercing? 

my ears (typical)

63. First celebrity crush? 

i think dylan sprouse? ironically, i prefer cole now


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