05/05/2018 12:38 PM  Other People Current mood:  moody I have felt lonely lately. I don't know why, I'm a loner by nature, and have no problem with that. But there is a difference between being alone and being lonely. Normally I have my hobbies and distractions and they are enough to ward of loneliness, but this week, for whatever reason, this has not worked for me. I do know one thing though, the solution is not to be around other people. Other people never alleviate loneliness for me, if anything they just make me feel more lonely. I remember a quote I once heard "Ending up all alone is not the worst thing, the worst thing is ending up with people that make you feel all alone".  The more I spend time with others the more I realize I have very little in common with them. These days people all seem to talk about reality TV, celebrities, pop music, 'healthy living', the gym, their kids, their upcoming wedding, the golf game they played on the weekend, or troubles with their spouse. It's all so boring to me. I acknowledge, the stuff I wanna talk about is probably boring to them, I'm not trying to claim I am better or more interesting than they are, far from it. Just that I seem to be incompatible.  3 Comments

04/29/2018 03:35 PM  Music Today Current mood:  blah Is it just me or is pop music today worse than ever before? The play the same bland soulless crap on the radio over and over again, multiple times a day, every day, its hard to even tell one song/artist from another. It's like they churn these singers out on a factory production line. There is no real personality, the songs themselves are about nothing, and whats with the trend of Disney setting up its child TV stars with pop music careers? Their music is often auto-tuned, is the blandest of the bland and usually their teenybopper fans have forgotten who they were after a couple of years when they become fans of the next 'big thing'. It saddens me, there are so many genuinely talented musicians out there,people performing at local shows, in bars or in garages, uploading their music online. People who can sing, play an instrument well and write good songs, but they never make it to radio. They go most of their lives working crappy day jobs to pay the bills, trying to get gigs that pay very little, out of their love of music they keep slogging on, while these talentless hacks churned out by the corporate machine rake in the big bucks. There is so much great music out there, but the odds are you wont hear it on a mainstream radio station. 1 Comments

04/24/2018 07:09 PM  Control freaks The world would be a better place if people like my control freak boss did not exist. It's incredible how this money hungry, personality impaired moron even has clients, let alone staff. Every decision is illogical and overly complicated, and always based more on controlling his employees actions for the sake of controlling them, rather than satisfying the customer. A perfectionist who does nothing even remotely close to perfectly. A guy who screams at you for a small mistake before going on to make a much larger mistake himself.  0 Comments

04/14/2018 08:13 PM  Silly sun poem.... The sun can be quite vicious, Some would even say malicious, Spending many summer days, Beaming cancer causing rays, One cant help but feel defeat, Being stifled by its heat, Feel its burn upon your skin, You can't fight it, you can't win, It was there before our birth, It was there before our earth, Though our species rise and fall, It will still outlive us all, 1 Comments

03/30/2018 12:15 PM  Minx Current mood:  romantic I stare into my angels eyes, I fear I'll lose control. They fill my heart with so much warmth, And elevate my soul. The secrets that I shared with her, I have shared with no other. Now that I have found my minx, I'll never need another. Her silken hair and dulcet voice, Inflame me with desires. She makes me feel alive again, My passion, she inspires. The times that we have spent together, Always, I will cherish. If ever I would lose my love, I'm certain I would perish. 0 Comments

03/24/2018 08:34 PM  Luna Current mood:  accomplished The moon, the moon my mistress, Shining bright within the sky, Glowing down upon me, Like a giant beaming eye, She never lets me down, My mighty mistress of the night, She makes me feel at ease, As I bathe within her light, I like to think she cares for me, And knows what's in my soul, When I feel her presence, Is the only time I'm whole, 0 Comments

03/21/2018 03:49 PM  Nonsense Poem Walking through the turnip fields, Can finally feel my mind at ease. Although at times I wonder why, So many corpses grow on trees? Watching sharks swim in the sky, Hear the birds fly through the sea. Once again I wonder when, The dead will laugh with somber glee? Knowing that when dead men walk, We may lose humanity. But still I often wonder if, Is anybody truly free? 0 Comments

03/09/2018 11:52 PM  Another old poem I wrote years ago Current mood:  nervous Out of sight and out of mind,  Ignorance can you make blind.  A lifetime spent pursuing money,  Bleakest days, no longer sunny.  Promise made, no plan to keep,  Walking through life half asleep. Pretending virtue, filled with vice,  A heart of flint and veins of ice. Evermore consumed by fear,  Sell yourself out year to year. A self built cage in which you'll dwell,  A thirst for more, you'll never quell. 0 Comments

03/09/2018 11:49 PM  Work depresses me Current mood:  anxious It's not laziness, it's just a combination of my various issues, I am very asocial and HATE having to interact with most other people, but I have to go in their every day with co-workers and customers I dislike, also it's the fear and uncertainty, my boss is super demanding and always finds fault with my work no matter what I do. I constantly stress and worry I am gonna get fired, not be able to pay my rent and wind up on the street. Then I get depressed that I have to live this way, beholden to someone else, having to say "how high" when he says jump, having to sit there and just take it when he yells at me. I just want to stay home and not speak to or deal with anyone. 0 Comments

03/06/2018 05:51 PM  Poem I wrote years ago Current mood:  blah As a ghostly shade I flitter,  And haunt my mouldy tomb,  Bereft of all companionship,  Within this twilit gloom,  Of who I was when still alive,  No memory remains,  For defilers of my place of rest,  My wrath I won't refrain,  A thing of dust and shadow,  Who will bring you naught but tears,  I'll drain you of your life and love,  And actualize your fears 0 Comments

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