09/09/2018 06:28 PM  Life is quite literally wasting time until you die Current mood:  depressed Its a sad reality.  When we are kids we are led to believe that the world is this amazing fun place, and that when we grow up its gonna be great. That we will be able to do what we want, have fun all the time and that our feelings matter. Then we grow up. We learn that our feelings mean less than jack sh*t in the real world. That, yes, there are fun things to do, but they are fleeting, and that the majority of our time is spent 'on the clock' under somebody elses rules, most often doing something we really don't enjoy just to earn the money to keep a roof over our heads. And so, in our free time, we look for our little distractions, some people watch sports, others go hiking, clubbing, etc.  In the long run, how we choose to waste our time should make us happy. Very few other things will. 3 Comments

09/01/2018 08:58 PM  I love this old radio show Current mood:  artistic A few months ago I discovered an old radio show CBS Radio Mystery Theater. Man, I love this show, its a horror/mystery radio anthology show that has a different story each episode. I just wanted to share it with FP. https://www.cbsrmt.com/ P.S. You can also listen to episodes on Youtube. 0 Comments

08/05/2018 01:52 PM  The thing in the shadows Current mood:  anxious Did you see that shadow move? In the corner of your eye? You start feel a pall of fear, And yet, you don’t know why. The house is dark and silent, As silent as a tomb. And yet you cannot help but feel, A presence in the room. Look straight ahead and don’t look back, Return straight to your bed. For if your eyes should meet with mine, Your soon to end up dead. I’m always here, I’m watching you, I visit in your dreams. You’re soon to learn that life is not, As pleasant as it seems. 0 Comments

07/13/2018 07:53 PM  My boss is going away, O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay! Current mood:  contemplative My boss is going on holiday next week. I couldnt be happier, a whole week where I wont have to see, talk or interact with him. It makes me feel like I'm getting a holiday. It's interesting, i have had a lot of different jobs in a lot of different industries. I have met a lot of different people through work, some of i have liked, some I have despised. but I have never despised anyone as much as I despise the pedantic, braindead f***wit who i currently work for. When I was young I always told myself I would never end up in the position I am currently in, working for a person I hate, working longer than average hours just struggling to scrape by. The real world certainly came knocking. I never found my niche, and I dont know where else to look. 2 Comments

06/14/2018 07:08 PM  Poem about wanting someone who doesn't want you back Current mood:  accomplished Burning bright with apathy, She looks me in the eye. I wanted to go out with her, She looked like she could die. I asked her just to to be my friend, Indifferently she shrugged. Because I took initiative, She and I briefly hugged. Foolishly I only saw, What I wanted to see. I didn't know she only felt, Indifference to me. When she pulled away from me, I guess she looked relieved. But at the time I did not know, My senses were deceived. I thought that I was looking at, A girl who felt the same. In reality of course, She'd no time for my game. Her heart belongs to someone else, I have to now concede. So time has come to let her go, My conscience has decreed. 0 Comments

06/09/2018 06:07 PM  Hate affecting my mental health Current mood:  angsty So, things are not going well at work. In addition to excessively long hours, my boss is finding fault with everything i do and has put me on my last warning. Basically I'm so close to being fired its not funny. I hate my boss so much, I have never experienced such a raw feeling of hatred like this in my life. An actual physical feeling of nausea and contempt overwhelms my senses everytime i interact with him. When i need to cheer myself up, i do so by fantasising about him dieing in various painful ways. Im going to make s voodoo doll of him just to abuse purely for the cathartic feelings i will get from doing so. I know this is unhealthy and bad for my overall wellbeing. I need to get skills, increase my employabikity, but i am not sure how. If anyone has any suggestions, i would like to hear from you. 0 Comments

06/01/2018 06:33 PM  Just a Lousy Poem I Wrote Current mood:  apathetic Cast adrift on violent sea.   Yet still I'm trapped and cant be free.  Stuck upon a leaking boat.   Struggling hard to keep afloat.  Try in vain to plug the holes.   Substitutes for other souls.   Pointless hobbies, silly games.    Cast the finger, place the blame.  Now admit, upon reflection.  With humankind, no connection.  Too late now, I can't be saved.   The time has come, embrace the waves. 0 Comments

05/17/2018 05:29 PM  The cunt i work for has been cuntier than usual lately Current mood:  aggravated I work over 10 hours a day for this jackass, its still not enough. Constant snapping at me, yelling at me, talking to me like a child. F*** the boss, f*** the client, f*** the world. 0 Comments

05/12/2018 12:08 PM  Movies Current mood:  jedi So far today i have watched The Corpse Bride and Batman & Harley Quinn Corpse Bride was fine, typical Tim Burton whimsy, cute spooky characters and pretty cool visuals. It was very similar to his Nightmare Before Christmas, just in overall tone and style,  no complaints. Batman & Harley Quinn, meh, it was entertaining, but it just did not fit the tone of the Animated Series continuity in which it was set. Yeah, I actually care about the continuity of an animated batman show, I have no life, I know. You don't have to point it out.  Back on topic, it seemed more like it wanted to be an Adam West style, funny, corny batman as opposed to BTAS gritty and dark style. But that doesn't work. BTAS has a popular cult following because of its noir style and seriousness. Trying to turn it into campy shlock just pisses the fan base off. Rant Over. 2 Comments

05/06/2018 03:49 PM  Recent Nightmare Current mood:  complacent I had a horrible nightmare recently Many parts of it are vague and only remembered in bits and pieces, but the main part I remember, I dreamed that I was lying in bed awake, although the room I was in was completely different than my room in real life and A huge serpent with the head of an angry looking woman slithered up on to the bed and reared up above me. She stared at me with furious looking eyes and spoke to me without moving her mouth, I don't remember what she said though. Then she simply slithered off and I awoke in fright. 0 Comments

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