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02/09/2019 11:45 PM 

journal # 42

       Guys are so annoying. I haven't been single in over a year and they still try. It's so annoying. Why would I leave for your ugly, pathetic, thirsty ass? Sometimes I will go on Facebook messenger and pretend to be him to get them to f*** off. No offense men, but none of you are good enough. None of you will ever measure up to my boyfriend. He takes care of me and besides us getting into arguments and him making mistakes once in awhile, he's a much better man than any of you. I do not want you! It's funny that your trying though when your completely out of my league. 

       I am that girl that every guy wants but can't have. Ever sense I have gotten with Kenny, I have realized what I want in a relationship and what I expect. I will never settle for a piece of sh*t guy ever again (but hopefully I won't ever have to do that). I used to date these crappy ass guys that only had to offer there looks. For the longest time, I started to think that the only good thing about having a hot guy on your arm was the way they made you look in public, and sex. Now my outlook has changed. I look back and the guys I used to date and the sh*t that I put up with and I think to myself, "Wow! How could I have been so stupid?" 
       Life is pretty great right now. I have been reading a lot, cleaning, and watching Sabrina The Teenage Witch on Hulu (the original). I love that show! I like it more than the new one that came out on Netflix a few months ago. Call me old fashioned but the new Sabrina Spellmen is ugly as f***. She can't compare to the original Sabrina. Sorry! NOT sorry! Bitch you nasty!
       I've been thinking about writing books. I have a very big imagination so I think I could really shine doing something like that. I really enjoy reading and writing/typing. I started writing one of my stories already. It's about 2 young girls that got tricked into picking up a puppy and ended up getting kid napped. The book needs some work, but once I'm finished with it, I might have it published or something. I just absolutely love reading and writing. 
       I'm getting onto food stamps! I really need it, esp sense I'm currently not working. Were running out of good food to eat here at my apartment. It really sucks because I'm a super picky eater so I can't ever find anything appealing enough for me to eat.
      My roommate moved out of the apartment! No offense to her, but I'm glad she left. Now, me and Kenny are living together. Now, instead of one room belonging to someone, we have the whole top floor shared by both of us. He has my old bedroom as his area to mess up and then we share a room. It's kinda nice for when we are fighting. We can both get away from each other and have our own space! When I am angry, I NEED my own space. If I don't have space when I am pissed off, I just end up exploding and when I explode, I'm a very mean person. So with that being said, it all works out!
        I don't know if anyone else ever has this problem, but I took some really pretty pictures today and now I am having a hard time choosing which one is the best and that I want to post to Facebook. It's kinda frustrating. I don't want to post all of them though. I mean I could, but I don't want to. I wish it was easy. Its so frustrating trying to pick the right photo. Pretty girl problems man. It sucks!

01/28/2019 01:34 PM 

Journal # 41

       Man! I wish I knew how to create a website. If I could create a website, It would be a social media website. Basically it would have stuff from Facebook, Instagram, and Myspace. Too bad I don't have the slightest idea on how to do that. I don't know about anyone else, but it gets super boring when you log on to the same old same old thing. Nothing drastic ever changes. 

01/22/2019 07:28 PM 

Journal # 40

      I had to get hair supplies today. My hair is growing but it's still too short to put all in a pony tail. I had to get those head band things, hair ties, bobby pins, and berets. The only way I can wear my hair up without it looking stupid is with those things. I can't wait till I don't need any of those things. 

       The book I talked about before that I am reading, is getting super good. It's one of those books that is really hard to put down. I love books like that. You want to know what is going to happen next. The chapters are kinda long, so for me to read more than one in a day is kinda a big deal. Usually if I am reading a book that has longer chapters I only read one a day, but this book is so good that I want to read more than one. 
       I've been watching "Charmed" a lot lately. It takes me back to when I was a little girl. Me and my mom used to watch charmed every day that it was on together. My mom was a stay at home mom for me and my brother until we were old enough to handle ourselves. Me and my mom would always be watching Charmed, Angel, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, and Soap Oprahs. I loved to watch those shows with her. Now, I can't stand Soap Oprahs. They drive me nuts. I guess when your young though, it's a little different. Your more easily amused at that age.
       My boyfriend got a job and he starts tomorrow. I think it will be really good for us because for the last three weeks or so we have been around each other all day long up each others asses. We defiantly need a break from each other for sure. I'm also really looking forward to him making less of a mess around the house. He has been super lazy lately and doesn't seem to ever want to clean. I'm always constantly cleaning my apartment. I hate it being a mess. Now that I live on my own, I want my place to look nice for when other people come over. Not only just that, but it is a lot easier to find things when they are put away where they belong. Tomorrow I got a tone of things to do. I have to do the dishes, clean my bedroom, clean the living room, clean the bathroom, clean the kitchen, wash rugs, and wash my cloths. I want the apartment to be spotless. I want someone to walk into my apartment and think, "Wow her place is super clean and homie!" For the past few days I have been slacking a bit when it comes to cleaning. I pick up after myself, but that doesn't seem to be enough. 
        My room mate is moving out of the apartment. I'm kinda relieved to be honest. Shes super messy, irresponsible, annoying (at times), and just not ready to live on her own yet. Shes about my brothers age so there is a four year difference between us. I'm always constantly wanting the apartment to look nice so I am always cleaning. When shes home, she never lifts a finger or pays for anything. She complains about paying the bills and doesn't seem to understand what it is like to live on your own. She uses my dishes, my dish soap, my shower curtain, my trash cans, my silver wear, my trash bags, my laundry detergent, my fabric softener, my dryer sheets, my Hulu account, my Netflix account, my Tv, my Roku, the list goes on. Pretty much everything that I own she uses. Not once has she paid for trash bags or anything that we need at the house. If she bought something, it was strictly only for her to use. I've even given her stuff like shampoo and conditioner that I want to use but know that I never will. I've given her so much stuff. She has it easy here. Honestly, I can't wait till she moves out. Shes super nice, but shes kinda a moocher and I don't like that. I also can't stand to look at her messy and disgusting bedroom. She just throws her trash on the floor and her cloths and stuff all over the room. I usually keep her bedroom closed because I hate that it's messy. I hope that my boyfriend will be able to take her place. The only thing that could cause him to not be able to be my roommate is his background check. He's got a felony charge so that might be a problem. I hope that it won't be though because I really don't know if I will like the new roommate. I don't want to get another person that doesn't pay for sh*t or doesn't clean. I will end up getting super annoyed if the next person doesn't pick up after themselves. 
         I'm honestly really liking my hair black. Like I said before, black and platinum blonde are my two favorite hair colors. The super white hair looked super good on me because of how pale I am, but with the black hair color, I don't have to worry as much about damaging my hair. Yes, permanent hair color is still damaging to your hair, but it's nothing compared to bleach. Bleach is the most horrible thing you can ever do to your hair. It is horrible for your hair which sucks because it makes your hair look super pretty and light. I always liked to almost white hair look on me. It looks really good, but no one wants to damage their hair to shreds. I would rather have long and healthy black hair, then have short and damaged almost white hair. Once your hair is damaged to sh*t, it is VERY high maintenance. I speak from experience. In the past I had damaged my hair so badly, that every time I would get it wet, it would feel like spaghetti noodles when you touched it. Brushing your hair was also horrible. A tone of my hair would come out into the brush when I brushed it and if I let it air dry, it would dry and turn hard like straw. I never in a million years want to damage my hair that badly again. My hair was so damaged that it was like super f***ing poofy when I brushed it. My hair is still damaged till this day, but nothing compared to what it was then. I don't dye it that often. I only dye my hair when my roots start to get to long for my liking. Here, I will insert a few pictures of when my hair was totally fried here: 

I made this last one large because when looking at my hair in this photo it looks wet to you right? Well it wasn't. It WAS wet but before I could brush it, I had to let it dry and that is how it dried. Yea, pretty horrible huh?!

These two photos are me now. As you can see, my hair is in a MUCH better state. I still sometimes shed here and there, but that's ok. I have had many hair cuts sense then and all of that horribly damaged hair from 4 years ago is gone. I will never damage my hair to that extreme ever again.
Well, I got some dishes that I need to start on. I've been kinda procrastinating because I just really don't feel like doing them. I have a sh*t tone to do too so it's very overwhelming. So I will get back to you later. Time to go back to living life.

01/21/2019 09:49 PM 

Journal # 39

      I know I haven't posted anything in my blog lately. I haven't really been on here much. I just updated my photos though. A lot has happened sense my last entry. I am doing much better now. I am still with the same guy I have been with for over a year now. We have been having a lot of ups and downs though. At times the relationship is super rough. We some how manage to get through it though even if we are at each others throats. 

       I have been reading books like crazy. As of right now I am reading a book called "Welcome, Caller, This is Chloe" and its super good so far. I'm really enjoying it. I've only read the first chapter and I already want to read more. I love those kinds of books. I can honestly read almost anything, but the ones that hook me in are my favorites. I even make a list of every book I have read recently in the last year or two. I couldn't remember them all though so I just wrote down the books that I could remember. From now on, I am going to write down every book that I have read. That way, when I am an old lady, I can look at the list and be proud of myself.
        I've really gotten into this new TV show on Netflix. It's called "Paranormal Survivor". I really like it, although it totally creeps me out. It's basically a reality TV show where people who have experienced paranormal activity share their real life stories and experiences. I tend to like to think that ghosts, spirits, and entities don't exist. I know they are there, but I like to pretend that its not there. Lucky for me I haven't had anything bad happen to me like all of those people. Some of the stories they tell are super creepy and something I would never want to happen to me. I tend to scare easily. 
        I ended up dying my hair black again after I dyed my hair red. Honestly, I'm ok with it. I wish that I had kept my platinum blonde hair because it was so pretty and it was like, almost white and it took me forever to get it to that color, but I didn't. There's nothing that I can really do about it now though. The red hair dye was washing out of my hair and I didn't like the way that it was looking so I just covered it with black. I look good with any hair color though so I don't really mind it all that much. It's better than having an ugly faded out red hair color. My two favorite natural hair colors to have are black and platinum blonde so it works out. I will probably eventually go back to having platinum blonde hair again eventually, but I'm honestly more concerned about the health of my hair than the color. If I want to have long hair, I got to keep it healthy or else I will just end up having to cut it all off again due to damage. I really like the way my hair is looking right now anyways. My hair was super short four years ago and I've been growing it out ever sense then with hair cuts here and there. My hair has a tone of layers and I LOVE layers. Back when I had long ass hair I had layers. I can't stand it when my hair is all one length. Layers just make hair look so perfect and pretty. 
         For awhile there my confidence was gone. Took me a few weeks of telling myself to stop creeping on all these pretty bitches on Instagram that wear way too much makeup. I finally got my confidence back though. I was feeling so insecure that I decided to get my tongue pierced. When I got that done, I felt a boost of confidence. Guys practically drool over me now because I have so much more confidence with my tongue being pierced that I feel very confident when I take selfies. 
         More about the tongue piercing. I got lucky getting it done. I found out that I have a fairly shorter tongue than most people do. I had no idea that I did until the piercer made a comment about it. I had a lot of issues with the healing process because of it, but in the end, I yet again, proved that I can make it happen. Now my tongue is fully healed with a regular sized bar in. I do have a smaller ball size though than most people because its more comfortable and easier to talk. Plus, I don't like how big the balls are in general so it all worked out well for me having smaller balls. I can talk like a normal human being now. I also feel so much sexier and better about myself. It's amazing how one little piercing can effect someones confidence. 
        I started vaping again. I came to realize that it is so much cheaper than smoking cigarettes. I smoke about a pack a day. Plus I'm a huge baby when it comes to going outside and smoking in the cold. I hate the cold weather. F*** that! If I can smoke inside my apartment without it being an issue, then I'm going to! 
        I've been making new friends gradually. I have like 3 new friends now. It's really nice actually. I no longer have that negative ass Rheanna bitch in my life anymore. That girl was crazy. I don't know if I have said this before in a different diary entry, but this girl got drunk at my house and attacked my boyfriend and was being super rude to him. It got to the point where he had to defend himself and shove her to the ground to get her off of him. I offered her a ride home to be nice, but she wasn't having it. Ever sense that day, shes been a total cunt to me for no reason. If anyone should be hateful towards anyone in that situation it should be me and my boyfriend. I told my friends about what she did and they all said they weren't surprised and immediately took my side. That's not because we are friends though. Anyone would be mad if someone attacked their man. That sh*t isn't ok behavior. That girl needs some serious mental help. Shes got problems. Good riddance! 

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07/25/2018 09:58 PM 

Journal # 35

I'm trying to figure out if I am going to pull an all nighter. Sometimes I do that on the nights that I have work super early because I know that I won't wake up for work. Once I fall asleep, it is hard to wake up unless I have at least 12 hours of sleep. Last night I only had about 11 hours of sleep. I am tired as f*** because I didn't get 12 hours of sleep. I don't know what is wrong with me. How am I tried after 11 hours of sleep. I don't get it. I'm tired like I want to fall asleep but I don't want to be tired as f*** tomorrow before work. Ugh. I can't make up my mind. F*** it. I think I'm going to just stay awake. I might take a nap I don't know god I hate not being able to make up my damn mind.

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