01/29/2013 02:22 PM  Just Blowing Off Some Steam... I want to kick the living supreme fuck out of my grandparents!!!! Because they fucked me over completely... I had my first day of College today... And do you think I went? NOPE!!! Why? Because my grandparents took off for Mexico and changed my bank account that's MY SCHOOL FUNDS!!! to I can't take money out unless my grandma is with me... And if I can't get into my school funds account I couldn't get my supplies or textbooks... And my professor told me if I don't have my books or supplies, not to go to class and waste their time.. So yeah me... I've been fucked over for college! But you know what, they fucking disowns me when they found out I like girls, and I was apart of pride. So you know what, if they can't love me for me, fuck them! Okay for real. You fucked me over for college and then you say it's my problem because you don't wanna deal with it... YOU won't give me MY money that was saved up for MY college funds. I couldn't get my textbooks or supplies... And here I am, waiting for you to come back from your vacation. That you say you can't even fucking afford... So when you come back next week and I'm a week behind in my schooling, and you tell me how much you can't afford to go anywhere and everything. I'm gonna throw it in your face that you went on vacation to Mexico for a WEEK! Paid for my uncle and his girlfriend to go to England for 3 weeks, Paris for one week, Back to England, and back home. But you couldn't fucking fess up MY money for my education. So ah, fuck you. And I never wanna see you, or hear from you ever again. Have a fantastic life, but I will no longer be apart of it. Now, you may have disowned me and cut me off. And that's great. Fuck you, I don't need you. But when you cut my BROTHER off... and basically throw it in my fathers face the ONE time he asked for help for paying for Liam's acting lessons... And tell him if he can't afford to pay for it on his own, then his song isn't taking acting lessons anymore. That's where I draw the line. You wanna fuck with MY future be my guest. But when you fuck with my brother's future, now you're fucking done! Got it! Because if you do to him, what you've done to me. You're gonna wish that my father never met my mother and I was never born. You fuck things up for Liam, and I will personally make sure you pay for it, and make damn fucking sure that you make it right with him. You both are fucking ass holes. And I should have turned my back on you when I was younger. But I was stupid and thought you'd actually loved me. Clearly you don't. You don't treat someone that you love like this!  2 Comments  | 0 Kudos  Report Post

02/06/2012 11:01 PM  Castiel; best friend As you read, this is Castiel. And he doesn’t even know I’m writting this, but it needs to be done. Why? Because he deserves someone proving to him that they arent going to leave him over something so god damn stupid. This man is one of the best people I have ever met. He is so sweet and so caring. I don’t even know what I would do if I ever lost him. Yet, over the last little while, I’ve seen people leave him like it’s the easiest thing in the world. But you know what, it’s not. I’ve left a few times. Not him, never. But I’ve taken breaks for days on end from the internet, and it killed me being away from him. I don’t know how anyone else can do this to him forever…. Castiel, you are completly sweet, caring, loving, amazing and down right the best person I’ve ever met. Honestly you really are. I’m so sick and tierd of all these people walking all over you and hurting you all the time. You DON’T deserve any of it. You shouldn’t even waste yoru time with them anymore.  I’m not going to tell you to give up on them, because I know how much they actually mean to you. Honestly, I wish I could protect you from everything these people have been doing to you. And it kills me that I can’t.  But I will always be there to be my best to protect you. You can’t get rid of me, no matter how hard you try. I know I leave for random periods of time, but you should know, I’ll always come back. I can never leave you forever. You mean way too much to me to even think of leaving you forever. “I know it gets hard sometimes but I could never leave your side no matter what I say. If I wanted to go I would have left by now, but I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave I would have left by now but you’re the only one that knows me, better than I know myself. All along, I tried to pretend it didn’t matter that I was alone, but deep I know that if you were gone some day I wouldn’t know which way to turn because I’m lost without you”  Seriously, I love you with all my heart. And I’m ALWAYS going to be here for you. No matter what. You and I are friends till the end.  I’m going to prove to you that all those fucks that hurt you and leave you are stupid. Because, what they think doesn’t matter to me. What matters to me is your happiness, and your friendship. Please, NEVER forget how important you are to me! I love you so much! You’ll always be my best friend!<3  0 Comments  | 0 Kudos  Report Post

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