Castiel; best friend
As you read, this is Castiel. And he doesnít even know Iím writting this, but it needs to be done. Why? Because he deserves someone proving to him that they arent going to leave him over something so god damn stupid. This man is one of the best people I have ever met. He is so sweet and so caring. I donít even know what I would do if I ever lost him. Yet, over the last little while, Iíve seen people leave him like itís the easiest thing in the world. But you know what, itís not. Iíve left a few times. Not him, never. But Iíve taken breaks for days on end from the internet, and it killed me being away from him. I donít know how anyone else can do this to him foreverÖ.
Castiel, you are completly sweet, caring, loving, amazing and down right the best person Iíve ever met. Honestly you really are. Iím so sick and tierd of all these people walking all over you and hurting you all the time. You DONíT deserve any of it. You shouldnít even waste yoru time with them anymore. Iím not going to tell you to give up on them, because I know how much they actually mean to you. Honestly, I wish I could protect you from everything these people have been doing to you. And it kills me that I canít. But I will always be there to be my best to protect you. You canít get rid of me, no matter how hard you try.
I know I leave for random periods of time, but you should know, Iíll always come back. I can never leave you forever. You mean way too much to me to even think of leaving you forever. ďI know it gets hard sometimes but I could never leave your side no matter what I say. If I wanted to go I would have left by now, but I really need you near me to keep my mind off the edge. If I wanted to leave I would have left by now but youíre the only one that knows me, better than I know myself. All along, I tried to pretend it didnít matter that I was alone, but deep I know that if you were gone some day I wouldnít know which way to turn because Iím lost without youĒ
Seriously, I love you with all my heart. And Iím ALWAYS going to be here for you. No matter what. You and I are friends till the end. Iím going to prove to you that all those fucks that hurt you and leave you are stupid. Because, what they think doesnít matter to me. What matters to me is your happiness, and your friendship. Please, NEVER forget how important you are to me! I love you so much! Youíll always be my best friend!<3