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A song for a girl I liked.
She left me for some guy and now he got her addicted to heroin and wants me back.
Saying fuck all the bullshit, stop throwing me down. Down grading to that shit you did, I'm saying fuck that bullshit. Fuck it all when I speak. Don't even speak to me when you keep telling me those lies. I can see it right in your fucking eyes. Telling me you are going to die with out me, I already gave up on the fight, but go on and doubt me. I'm not willing to give a second chance so please just stop. You're making me choke on this and I haven't wrote most of it. You spoke to soon but say you wanna be with me. Should have thought about that one over before you delete me out your life. I even said fuck it and cut myself with a knife. I gave up on it once but failed my suicide. Just listen when I says these words cause it really comes from what I feel, yes it does hurt. So in this song, I'm saying fuck all the bullshit. I used to care but you killed it. Now I stare in the blackness you have created, fuck man, I hate it. You turned to the drugs for a solution but the only thing it causes is more and more pollution in your body. You have turned into the monster I hate, a whore. It tears my soul apart that you only want to suck on someone's pole. I must put up my defense and never let you back in. Because it will kill me, once again. So I'm just saying fuck all the bullshit. I'd rather have lonely nights then deal with the thoughts of suicide. Snorted some pills because of you, hoping it would have killed me. You need help but I can't give it to you anymore. You fucked over me, god damn it, why did I love you, fucking whore. /:
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