Journal # 43
Me and my old friend Korri reconnected! We hung out yesterday and it was really nice. I haven't seen her in awhile. We weren't friends for the longest time because she did me bogus but I'm a pretty forgiving person. All you gotta do is apologize and try better next time. It's pretty hard to get me to really hate you. You have to do something to me thats pretty f***ing bad for me to not ever talk to you again. I'm glad that I have a drinking buddy now. Most of my friends don't get drunk all the time like I do. I mean, I'm 23 years old. I'm in that party stage of my life and I always want to get drunk and have a good time.
Today me and Korri are going to hang out again. She's coming over tonight to get drunk with me. I'm really looking forward to it because my boyfriend doesn't really drink much either. What's with everyone not drinking much these days? Drinking is fun as hell! Who the f*** doesn't want to feel stupid and good at the same time? I know I do! I love the feeling of being drunk and it helps me with my anxiety. When I'm drunk, I'm much more daring and not really scared of anything.
Korri and I are also going shopping today. I can't wait! If you ever want to go shopping, I'm your girl! I love shopping! I know people say that money doesn't buy you happiness but it totally does. It doesn't bring you happiness in the long term, but it brings you happiness for a little while. I mean, who the f*** doesn't like owning nice cloths and nice makeup and all that good sh*t? I sure as hell do! I love me some nice makeup and cloths! I mean, I don't just magically look pretty as hell. I put a lot of effort into looking this good. I am what you call high maintenance. I always have to straighten or curl my hair, put makeup on, wear cute ass outfits, shower every single day, wash my face every single day, make sure my hair color is always looking good and on point (not that washed out faded bullsh*t), wear cute ass shoes, wash my face really good with two different products every time I shower, and the list goes on. I take good care of myself. I always make the effort to smell good and look pretty. Of course I have my lazy days where I don't do all of those things, but doesn't everyone?