journal # 42
Guys are so annoying. I haven't been single in over a year and they still try. It's so annoying. Why would I leave for your ugly, pathetic, thirsty ass? Sometimes I will go on Facebook messenger and pretend to be him to get them to f*** off. No offense men, but none of you are good enough. None of you will ever measure up to my boyfriend. He takes care of me and besides us getting into arguments and him making mistakes once in awhile, he's a much better man than any of you. I do not want you! It's funny that your trying though when your completely out of my league.
I am that girl that every guy wants but can't have. Ever sense I have gotten with Kenny, I have realized what I want in a relationship and what I expect. I will never settle for a piece of sh*t guy ever again (but hopefully I won't ever have to do that). I used to date these crappy ass guys that only had to offer there looks. For the longest time, I started to think that the only good thing about having a hot guy on your arm was the way they made you look in public, and sex. Now my outlook has changed. I look back and the guys I used to date and the sh*t that I put up with and I think to myself, "Wow! How could I have been so stupid?"
Life is pretty great right now. I have been reading a lot, cleaning, and watching Sabrina The Teenage Witch on Hulu (the original). I love that show! I like it more than the new one that came out on Netflix a few months ago. Call me old fashioned but the new Sabrina Spellmen is ugly as f***. She can't compare to the original Sabrina. Sorry! NOT sorry! Bitch you nasty!
I've been thinking about writing books. I have a very big imagination so I think I could really shine doing something like that. I really enjoy reading and writing/typing. I started writing one of my stories already. It's about 2 young girls that got tricked into picking up a puppy and ended up getting kid napped. The book needs some work, but once I'm finished with it, I might have it published or something. I just absolutely love reading and writing.
I'm getting onto food stamps! I really need it, esp sense I'm currently not working. Were running out of good food to eat here at my apartment. It really sucks because I'm a super picky eater so I can't ever find anything appealing enough for me to eat.
My roommate moved out of the apartment! No offense to her, but I'm glad she left. Now, me and Kenny are living together. Now, instead of one room belonging to someone, we have the whole top floor shared by both of us. He has my old bedroom as his area to mess up and then we share a room. It's kinda nice for when we are fighting. We can both get away from each other and have our own space! When I am angry, I NEED my own space. If I don't have space when I am pissed off, I just end up exploding and when I explode, I'm a very mean person. So with that being said, it all works out!
I don't know if anyone else ever has this problem, but I took some really pretty pictures today and now I am having a hard time choosing which one is the best and that I want to post to Facebook. It's kinda frustrating. I don't want to post all of them though. I mean I could, but I don't want to. I wish it was easy. Its so frustrating trying to pick the right photo. Pretty girl problems man. It sucks!