hi! i just joined today and thought it would b fitting to have my first blog post be a kind of introduction thing. if you want to know more u can visit my page tho!

i'm blue, or you can call me sly, noctis, or shiki! i'm 21 and nonbinary - i go by she / they / he pronouns which means any of the three pronouns are fine to use for me. depending on how i feel i present more masculine or feminine or somewhere in between, but don't identify as either male or female. i'm both otherkin and fictionkin, i have a list on my page! 

i've been into scene and emo stuff since i was around 10 or 11, starting with animes like death note and black butler and then branching off from there. i love a lot of emo bands and music, as well as the fashion! i love kandi and am slowly teaching myself to make it. i have a fursona, an anthro white tiger. i REALLY love furbies - i own two and have pics of them in an album on my page! they're my babies.

supernatural and paranormal occurrences fascinate the f*** out of me. i watch a lot of ghost hunting shows as well as paranormal based horror shows / movies. buzzfeed unsolved is fav. i like true crime but i have a sh*t memory so i never retain any of the info. one day i want to go on a road trip to really haunted places! i especially want to go to centralia, PA, places where mothman was seen in point pleasant, WV, and the tour of the catacombs in france. 

i'm super mentally ill but probably won't talk about that much on here. maybe. i have a system / dissociative identity disorder - no i will not disclose the trauma that caused it in order to prove to anyone that i actually have it. no, i don't care to argue about it. i have anxiety and psychosis symptoms too. 

i really like snakes and big kitties. tigers are my favorite. my family owns three cats, one of which i consider my own and plan on taking with me when i move out. her name is chikita and she's a perfect, yelly, lazy girl. 

i'm dating my boyfriends gabe and virus, and i love both of them so so much ♥ ♥ ♥ my best friends are jasper and kiki and zoey and i'd kill for all of them.

if you'd like to chat or be friends, i'd love 2! friend or IM me if you like and we can talk :3c