i'm nauseous and cramping constantly.

i literally cannot stop thinking about sushi

my back hurts.

my boobs feel the way they did when they were still growing.

i am peeing like seabiscuit (per se)

i am terrified. i love babies. i want to be a mum someday but i really dont think i can be right now.

the 'father' can't be either. 

i went to the doctor and obviously she wanted me to pee in a cup. i couldn't, right at that moment, for some reason even though i probably produced more than five litres everyday for a solid week. so i'm bringing it in tomorrow - there's a jar of my piss on my bedside table. 

pray for me babies x i am aware its a 99% prevention rate on the implanon but no birth control method is foolproof...

and i am booboo the fool