it’s halloween benchess
its hallows eve everybody!
are you gonna do something interesting for this holiday? im not! school, therapy at 1:00 pm, dinner, watch yt videos and then sleep for 4 hours. yep, already have it schedueled.
am i the only one who haaaates routine or planning? because i keep hearing these people talk about their entire lifeplan, like it’s no big deal. i don’t get it, why would you ever want to plan your life when the fun part of it is that it’s so surprising and fast... some people just hate surprises, i guess. i don’t really blame them, it can feel good to have control over a plan, instead of just going with the flow. maybe they find comfort in the unrealistic thought of “oh if i write down my wishes everything will become true and perfect!”. i don’t find anything comfortable anymore, so that’s probably why this feels so strange to me.
anyways, have a spoOoOoky halloween everybody~!