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Gender: Female
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Age: 21
Sign: Libra
Country: Canada

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January 11, 2018

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07/30/2018 11:30 PM 

I feel like crap
Current mood:  angsty

I'm tired all the time, I'm either super happy or things are just bad and I don't feel like doing anything. There's no reason, there's a bunch of reasons, none of them are bad enough to justify it. I've been thinking of going back to stuff I know is no good, I can't talk about this to anyone because they look at me like I've gone bonkers, and I haven't gone bonkers. At some point I thought I had, I went to talk to someone about it, a counselor, but it didn't feel good, it didn't feel good to have it out there, it felt like it wanted to make it's way right back into my brains, so i pretended everything was normal, I don't even know what I'm up against. Sometimes I think I'm making sh*t up for attention, I go full weeks where I'm fine, where nothing happens. 

I don't want to promote feeling sad.
I don't want to promote aching.
I don't anyone, ever, to think that this is cool.
So I can't describe what I feel without risking it, I can't talk about the things I want to do, but it's there, in my mind, and i feel so powerless.

sorry about the rant. i just needed at least some of it out.

goodnight, my dms are always open if anyone needs help thru tough times ♥

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