Hate affecting my mental health
So, things are not going well at work. In addition to excessively long hours, my boss is finding fault with everything i do and has put me on my last warning. Basically I'm so close to being fired its not funny.
I hate my boss so much, I have never experienced such a raw feeling of hatred like this in my life. An actual physical feeling of nausea and contempt overwhelms my senses everytime i interact with him. When i need to cheer myself up, i do so by fantasising about him dieing in various painful ways. Im going to make s voodoo doll of him just to abuse purely for the cathartic feelings i will get from doing so.
I know this is unhealthy and bad for my overall wellbeing. I need to get skills, increase my employabikity, but i am not sure how. If anyone has any suggestions, i would like to hear from you.