Work depresses me
It's not laziness, it's just a combination of my various issues, I am very asocial and HATE having to interact with most other people, but I have to go in their every day with co-workers and customers I dislike, also it's the fear and uncertainty, my boss is super demanding and always finds fault with my work no matter what I do. I constantly stress and worry I am gonna get fired, not be able to pay my rent and wind up on the street. Then I get depressed that I have to live this way, beholden to someone else, having to say "how high" when he says jump, having to sit there and just take it when he yells at me. I just want to stay home and not speak to or deal with anyone.