|
agnosticism??
honestly religion and faith confuses tf out of me. i don't know what i believe bruh how am i supposed to blindly commit?? i know i don't believe in god and i know i believe in reincarnation. that's about it. this sh*t is so confusing ever since the cia document came out i've been having an existential crisis and i don't know what i believe. it sucks because everytime i say i don't believe in god to an adult they all say "that's how i felt when i was your age". ?? i think religion is more or less a safety blanket for people because what's the point of life if there's no reward after and after you die it's just black nothingness. i get that though. i don't believe there's just nothing there's so many people that have lived in this world there must be a greater purpose + i really think a persons soul reincarnates. i don't really have anyone to talk about this with since everyone has a different belief so instead i'll rant here. it's all so confusing. either way in the span of the universe we are all absolutely insignificant nothing we work towards or accomplish will ever matter in the long run but i think religion is just telling yourself that it's ok. "you're special, and what you do matters". i think that's a good way to go about having better people in the world but if you need religion to be a good person then it's a little off. why not do it because you want it not because some almighty god says you'll rot for eternity if you don't. idk this is a whole big ramble haha
|
agnostic, beliefs, rant, ramble
|