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hello would anyone like to be friends? :]  i like drawing

when you need to sleep but poker face by lady gaga is in your head on repeat 😩

i have no idea what cookywacky means but it's my new fav word.

(i dont feel like proofreading its 4am and im dyslexic)I watched this video of the minecraft youtuber Dream talking about what he belives is his biggest weakness and it reminded me a lot of my own experiences with rejection senitive dysphoria (rsd) as a symptom of my ADHD.I struggled a lot with school growing up due to a lack of support and understanding of my disorders. Anyone with any diagnosis knows the feeling of being offered "time and a half" to compensate for your disability while not feeling lisened to by your teachers when you try to express what you really need. I developed a severe fear of failure around junior high that eventually led me to stop trying in general because in my big child brain failing while trying felt so much worse than just not trying at all. This fear of faiure is something I still stuggle with to this day, the difference being that it now maifests as my inability to ask for help due to the fact that I hold myself to a very high standard. God, I shouldnt spend too much time thinking about this stuff. Reflecting on my experiences growing up with adhd makes me sad because it reminds me of how so much of the traumatic sh*t I had to go through growing up was completly avoidable.If someone had taken the time to see how much i stuggled and actually was able to provide me with the resources i needed things wouldnt be as bad as they are today.At least this is a good motivator for me to get ahold of my doctor to see if I should start going on adhd meds again... This got a bit too personal but I enjoy reading other people talk about their experiences with this stuff so ho knows.. maybe this is #realatableGood Night!!! ♥

i finally figured out how to use this. hello everyone 

i feel rlly f***in gross rn. like....i dunno. hopefully i'll feel better by christmas. 

we stayed up suuuper late talking last night:) i had so much fun! we watched so much cool stuff! music videos, funny stuff, wrestling, oh man it was awesome! weve been spending a lot more time together lately, and ive been really happy the past few weeks. maggies the most important person in my life. we went to bed together again:) i cant wait to share a bed with them. ik ill sleep well every night. we watched some really funn videos in the afternoon after maggie was done doing stuff, and they showed me all about the uma kompton stuff, whcih i didnt know waht it was. maggie says that wrestling after 2006 sucks. maggie says that someone called them mick foley lol. the babies i bought maggie to turn into clowns. theyre really small though :/ sadly they dont really sell bigger ones for some reason, so maggies gonna try and make em work. ik theyll loke awesome:) theyre gonna make a pin or a necklace and send it to me:)) i cant wait. i got maggie brushes:) i hope they like them. theyre special tiny brushes so they can paint the lil babies and make em into a clown army lol. they wanna make earrings too. i bet theyd be really cool, and id love to wear them if i could. they streamed more for me today:) i love wathcing them. i was being dumb and amggie said i was making them crack up lol. that was nice. i watched maggie edit a really cool video of them driving to and from sf. its cool to watch them make stuff, and it was turning out really cool! after that we listened to music n went to sleep. it was really nice:)

the fact that i cant do homework without being medicated is kinda cringe like why does my body gotta do me like that bro

Hey peeps! This is a quick one, but I was thinking about making a musical group! I really wanna make some theatre friends, and I think that a group would be perfect! tell me if you would join, cuz if nobody tells me I won't make it lol. Thanks!

i love this so much!!!!11!!1! bye ig bye twitter bye society i will live here now. this seems like so much fun ahhh ♥3 

I dreamed that I was at visiting my elementary school, also enrolled there too?? But I was trying to visit some of my old teachers, but the hallways were filled with lines of my classmates walking around. I was subconsciously aware that there was still a pandemic going on and I kinda worried that I might get sick from the huge crowds of unmasked people.I made it to a quieter hallway when I got a really bad feeling about the school. All of a sudden there were great winds and the lights went out. The place was getting really dangerous but I knew that nobody was allowed to leave for some reason??  I ran to the back doorway and wildly tried to tug at the door, but it was locked. I was that a hall monitor teacher was running full speed at my trying to stop me from leaving. I then tried the other door which opened right away, and I bolted out. I ran through the forest/neighborhood (the place was really nice with brick comes covered in vines, it looked very goblincore) next to the school while I heard alarms and a loud voice coming from the school saying that I was a troubled child that needed to be returned immediately.  I ran as fast as I could while I saw people looking from their houses at me. I screamed that the school was acting like a prison and keeping people in dangerous situations, and a goth neighbor girl sympathized with me and let me into her barred garage of sorts. I still sensed that the school was after me so a crawled through a little crack into another open garage-like area made of carved marble.  And there was a middle-aged man, who I told my frightening story too. We conversed for a while until we heard more searching sirens.  He told me to run and we ran up the garage into the little road where we went down a couple of houses to a safe house. I comfortably hid behind a chair while I called my mom and told her what was happened. She surprisingly didn't seem too angry with me and told me to be safe. The dream starts to get more blurry after that but the fellow adopts me in a way and we go to an outdoors market. They are selling meats and cheeses. Even later I'm back at the school and we hold a furry convention. We walk around the neighborhood in fursuits and I get yelled at by a farmer woman for taking the wrong exit out of her barn. 

Hey peeps! I haven't posted in a while, so I thought id just make a short and sweet one! Basiclly, I'm going to put down musicals I think you will like, based on musicals that might already like.So first: Hamilton!If you like Hamilton, (and haven't already) , listen to In The Heights! This was Lin's previous work and its really good! So that's the first one!Next: Heathers!If you like Heathers, you should listen to Tick Tick Boom! That musical is my current obsession lmao. It has that 80's rock vibe, and I think that the music is really similar. Next: Dear Evan Hansen!If you like Dear Evan Hansen, you should listen to Little Shop of Horrors(?) Im not really sure about this one, but they are both about people with anxiety that made. lets just say, "Bad decisions" Like I said, I'm not sure about this one, but check it out nonetheless!I hope you liked this little thing I made, and if you want more, just ask! If you also have good musicals, comment what I should listen to next! Toodles! 

I'm So INLOVE with myself like it gettin outta head help lol

I feel the Earth It's charging What is that mother Earth? Another earthquake??!!! Why?? They still can't hear me screaming? Okay I can scream as loud as I can.. It'll be pretty scary though... May want to warn them kiddos not to listen too closely, on Christmas that night... For Santa's sleigh may back fire because well... Think just for a moment, what does a car engine backfiring sound like?... So close your eyes and your ears, but keep your heart open because it really is okay to open your eyes and your heart... Roger roger, this is Boo Who?- signing out 😎🌊🙈🙊🙉🤠😘 Merry Christmas to ALL!!! AND TO ALL A GOOD SLEEP!!!!

hi i still dont really know how this works in all honesty