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is this supposed to be a christian site or something like why does one of the tags say "knowing god" - i mean i know satan pretty well 

Online school is legit one of the most boring experiences EVER. Most of the time I'm just on the Hot Topic website lolz.

Hey peeps! welcome back! i wanna talk about the time i interrupted a math test with badboyhalo. really. so in 6th grade, I really liked skeppy and stuff. so on my tablet, I put an alarm that at the 20th minute of every hour, the badboyhalo remix of drop the bass would play. i would always bring my tablet to school, and one day I forgot the shut it down. math was first period, and we had a math test that day. we were doing the test when drop the bass started playing from my bag. it was pretty quiet, but everyone was looking around to see who it was. 2 minutes pass and I reach down into my bag and turn it off. everyone stared at me and it was really funny. that's pretty much it, but i always think about that at night lol. bye! Also here's the link to the song lol https://youtu.be/D4z2NPC8nI8 imagine hearing that in the middle of math class. ow.

no tengo nada mas que decir pero puedo confirmar que la clase de quimica me sigue aburriendo extraño ir al laboratorio era lo unico que me gustaba also feliz año nuevo muy atrasado i guess

it's been like 10 or 12 weeks since school started and I've made good friends I guess though they never come to school :/  rn im in class just day dreaming like I usually do .  I can't wait for this class to be over so I can skip and go to the mall and I buy new outfits  that'll probably never wear to school bc I care what people say.   I miss my boyfriend and I can't get him out of my head , it hurts to think about him cause I always feel like one of these days he is going to break up with me 

thinkin bout potato skins. F*** 12

im still so happy i read to maggie again last night:) it was so much fun, and when i woke up i called maggie wild thing lol. maggie says it made me sound old and pervy lol. we played cod for a bit, but maggie was distracted so we started watching yt:) we watched a video about how dangerous trump people were, so ig its a good thing that we stopped the sticker stuff lol. we watched some crazy videos about loud meteorites hitting in russia, and about huge earthquakes in japan. we watched some crime scene cleaners too, but they were fakes and not the real ones. i farted really loud and maggie heard it lmao. we played some more cod in the evening, and it was fun, and when we were done we watched a few episodes of that 70s show. it was really funny. maggie called me scrappy doo lol. i put on a stream of pixie for a while too:) maggie watched them for a bit and they could hear her purrs:)) then we watched another episode of that 70s show and went to bed:) it was a really nice day

I AM GOING TO BEG MY PARENTS TO DIE MY HAIR I WANT PURPLE HAIR GRRRRR

might make my own layout one day if im not lazy

i know i do music a loooooot and stuff but i started a hexd alias and im super-duper happy with it !!!! :3its called "wlfgrl2002" and its musics are at https://wlfgrl2002.bandcamp.comi hope u all like it >:3 im hoping to get physicals for the first ep out soon and thatll be super-duper rad but idk when ill get that out lolpls tell me what yall think of the music (if u wanna listen to it i mean) that would be rly nice

i just wanna make some friends that like the dreamsmp /lh

where am i

Its calm here lol, enjoy your stay, feel free to comment and start a convo!

for the first time in awhile, blogging just felt like the thing to do. i'm pmsing loli've been working on making a mini skirt and it's been going really well and i just have to do like 2 things and it'll be done but i've lost my motivation for a few days and just feel insecure like mAyBe I wOn'T bE AbLe To SeW tHinGs cOrreCtly 0_0that's where i'm at. been feeling anxious about a million things. i get so insecure about being able to do the same thing right twice. i always overthink the 2nd time around. song writing has been difficult and my mind has been reverting to having this dreadful idea that maybe i won't be able to write a good song EVER or at least for a long time. in the meantime, i can just have a ton of fun thinking really poorly of my skills and trying hopelessly to come up with something stupid.not that i feel absolutely horrific about everything. i've actually been pretty good lately. it's just that the anxiety is kind a background noise. it's there. it won't overtake conversation but it definitely detracts from my overall well being.then there's the guilt of having so many interests and hobbies that i constantly feel like i'm neglecting the most important things. for every time i succeed at making cool outfits, there's the part of me that feels it's a waste of time and i should be songwriting. i never get around to studying foreign languages. exercise is a struggle. been trying to eat well and succeeded for a few days and then went absolutely bonkers one day and felt like it would be better for me to just stick to eating relatively well and exercising more. i hardly read anymore. haven't been able to record much which will hopefully change soon. doing normal stuff is difficult - just keeping up on laundry, dishes, cleaning, getting rid of stuff or re organizing, decorating...i am never on top of all of it. hardly any social interactions. constantly feeling like i can't keep up with social media. the odd bullying incidents. everything in combo, just makes me feel overall guilty, behind, failing, pathetic, hopeless.that sounds so dramatic. again, i feel that i have to emphasize that i don't feel like this all the time. when i do, it sucks. when i don't, it's like living in sepia tone...everything's a little more muted. not great, but not awful. just a bit concerning. funny thing. i still haven't mentioned this account on insta. just enjoying the silence. enjoying talking in a room by myself. 

A few weeks ago I had a full blown breakdown, I lost my mind and now I'm sorta recovering. I keep having thoughts I do not wish to have, I wish life were perfect but it just isn't. Everything is great and yet I'm still feeling awful.