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anyone else is in a good mood then your dad comes homewish i could say i was joking

life sucks :( 

(TW: Food). I cant stop binge eating ever since my mom went. I've become so careless, but I wanna be ok again. I feel so confused. Not alone but, confused. My best friend of 5 years hast met me ever since summer holidays have ended. She always gets a new boyfriend. I don't understand. I know she doesn't do it for love. She does it, because she likes being in relationships. I hate her boyfriend obsession. I hate 2020. It ruined everything for me. My mom is gone, my best friend is gone, my weight increased and I feel miserable. So much stress is on my shoulders. All I wanna do is escape. All I want is someone to understand but they dont. Nobody notices and it makes me sick. Am I an attentionwhore or plain desperate? I just feel so lost. Everything happened at once and now I'm confused. In summer, were gonna visit relatives in turkey. I wanna lose weight until then. I'm gonna walk 10.000 steps, not eat after 6pm and mianly try to fill myself with fruits and vegetables. Today I walked 10.000 steps which I was really proud of but ended up binging. Tomorrow I'm gonna cut the sugar, walk and hope I'll be perfect by summer. Please don't associate this with me though. These are only my thoughts. I only know a perfect version of myself, but for everyone it's different and everyone expects something different, I love you, ok? Don't harm yourself, You don't deserve that. 

OH MY GOD do u guys know how tempting it is to just lock urself in ur room n just watch movies all day. god i need to do that one day soon. ive been wanting to binge the most random series recently. maily all the cars movies and the tinker bell movies. don't even ask. i think its just bc i want to feel like a kid again. and don't even get me started on star wars. ive seen the movies so many times but they're still so great i swear. even the bad ones, like the phantom menace and solo. i shouldn't say that about solo. (hmu donald glover) i cant even tell u how many times i have watched the mandalorian. too many, yet somehow still not enough. chapter 15 in particular. i don't know if i can physically wait for season three. or the book of boba fett. YEAH CAN WE TALK ABOUT BOBA FETT FOR A QUICK MINUTE????? god DAMN temeura morrison is FINE AS F***. if u told me a year ago that i'd be simping over a 60 year old man, i'd laugh. but DAMN that man is, as previously stated, FINE AS F***. or that i'd be simping over a green alien lady. (hera. milf.)anyways yeah star wars is fun. don't let the h8rs online make u not like it. escaping to movies is fun.ALSO THIS PHOTO !!!!! 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵 LET ME SIT ON YOUR LAP. fennec looks fine asf here too.

school is actually the hardest sh*t ever :/

i just looked on my scool website and i have 120 missing assignments so that cool i guess

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pls cancel school !! i cant stand my male teachers 

Hii hmu if u wanna lowks kinda bored LUH YHU ALL♥

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sah duddeeessaaiudhewud long time no see, im in music and I'm bored, I might do a fidget toy collection like I did my kandi one so uhhhhh if u want that just comment lol

hey cool fontjust walking by now look at thisok thats it

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just took my meds  okay time to sleep goodnight ♥