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hey! i'm hijime 👋i'm going to be blogging about myself and basically use this as a diary and stuff i like 🎀if you have any ideas for what i should blog about comment down below 🐶bye bye for now! -hjime 😘 

Who wanna cashapp me £10,000

I'm hungry ▼・ᴥ・▼

is anyone else tired from school?

i have like ten assignments to get done oml 

bread and butter is good as f***.  

Not my gfn saying the zoo boring. I like outside and nature 

Hey yall, its april the 18th finna be documenting my life on here ni 

I've been listening to my comfort songs, relaxing, and watching horror movies all day today. There's something about the calmness I'm feeling - it's almost nostalgic like I haven't felt this genuinely aware for years. I feel calm and quiet. The thunderstorms yesterday night gave me a peek into what war probably sounds like, but there was a profound stillness that surrounded our home as soon as the thunder quieted for a few seconds. A stillness that offered some form of reassurance.The weather and feel of the outside remind me of a time I knew nothing but thought I knew everything. I miss these times when being blissfully ignorant was okay because it meant to me that I was safe and completely fine. when I didn't know bad even existed, and I was gullible enough to believe it never would. Weather like this, comfort hobbies, they make me realize things. I should be grateful for the little bit of childhood I was allowed to have, even if it was all a lie.

I am rlly excited to go to the beach today so I'm not white passing anymore LOL. Ppl on tiktok have been calling me white even tho im powhatan and cherokee and have a native ID. It was annoying but ofc its white ppl calling me white they r just mad probably. But yeah I finally get to get my natural melanin back after a whole year of being stuck inside. The water is probably going to be cold so I am going to play ball and maybe just dip my feet in. Anyways today is going to be a good day even though I've had a lot of nightmares recently

So I bought some new clothes yesterday, and they're f***ing adorable. Got some new hightop chucks since I severly outgrew my last pair, this really cute flowy lace top, and just like  black t shirt with a pink sparkly smily face on it. Adorable 10/10 loe this sh*t. I mean, my sister's really upset about the whole chucks thing and I don't know why. She just has a problem with the fact that I bought them, and it's like girl, I'm the one who has to wear them, they fit me, they're comfy, I can run in them, they're shoes. Why do you care so much about whether I bougt a $20 dollar pair of hot pink platform stiletto heels a size to small, or hightop sneakers that legitimatley fit. 

i bought a nectar collector bc i couldn't sleep, but now that i think about it, i don't take dabs. i'm more of a flower girl myself, but now i guess i'm getting into dabs?

I ran away from home. I thought of you. I wish I hadn't.It's been weeks and I keep sending you the words 'I miss you'. I hope when you say it back you're not lying.because I see the way you look at her hair, or his dress, or their face. and I wonder if it makes you feel the same as I do when you smile. I'm so tired and so confused. I can't find the words to say I love you, and I can't find the words to tell you to leave me behind either. I'm lost, and I'm scared, and the bad guys are chasing, and darkness is creeping it's way over me, and the camera's panning out and theres just forest and more forest and more forest and im stuck, so helplessly stuck. nothing is safe. I have no home to go to. there's only green envy. will my number come up eventally?but for some reason I keep living. I want it to stop. but the heart is a disastrous thing. so I'll rip it out of its cage,for once and for all,and as it beats it's last rhythm,would you look over my shoulder,and see someone more your type?or would you curl your fingers around it,and wish there was more time?

hello! as you guys have probably guessed, we're a system so here is a general overview of us!(please note this is mostly just our frequent fronters/whoever chills in co-con a lot)Derrick- host (new to this!) / protector - fictive (homestuck: source character won't be disclosed)- he/they/it- aroaceGrave- co-host - any pronouns- formed when Ghost dipped- message farrier between inner headspace and outer headspaceHal- social - fictive (homestuck: lil hal)- it/cyber- doesn't mask very well but we love cybAR- persecutor (with good intentions, he's gotten better)- fictive (homestuck - endangered: AR)- he/him- nonhuman (android)- half the reason Ghost realized we exist, i bully him by calling him toaster boy.Spades- persecutor- she/they- used to be a lot worse, but she settled in and mostly gets along with us.- kind of a bitch, also pretty manipulative at times.Dave- fictive (homestuck: dave strider)- he/crow- good god does he spend a lot of time on TikTok- he formed around the same time as me (Derrick)DS- fictive (homestuck: davesprite)- any pronouns (had a identity crisis)- has fragments of everybody who was there when he formed- gets along with Spades wellZalgo- Inner Self-helper- it/its- just kinda chills- i like to pick on it sometimes- nonhuman (demon) 

ive been listening to the same music over and over again. someone pls give me more song reccomendations old or new is fine:)