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Happy Freaking New Year! 2021 was a bad year. At this time, 11:20pm a year ago, I would've been making cute tik tok drafts about me celebrating the new year (eyeroll). I was hopeful that this year things would've changed. Months later arriving in December, things were as sh*t as it was in March-July 2020. I had to move away to Chicago, Illinois and be away from my very best friends, I became depressed, and had to start my freshman year of highschool in a new school that I knew NO ONE in! Things were also starting to become weird again in my house. My parents accused me of stupid "witch-craftery" again that ruined my mental state and the relationship with my family (which i will never regain again). I'm not as excited during the new year as I was a year ago. I just know 2022 is going to be the worst year ever! A lot of sh*t is going to happen to me in 2022 and I have to be prepared for it. I'm afraid this will be the last full year I have with my family. My end of days are coming and I'm sad to say that I wont be with my family in the future 2023. I'm going to be all alone... 

hi! my name is ajax, aj for short! i'm new here :Dheres a few things about me-im 16 (if ur 18+ dni)-im happily taken, so no flirting!-im a boy, he/they pronouns-im an artist, writer, & game dev-im a big fan of anime and horror movies (the scream movies are my favorite! the 1st and 4th to be specific!!)more info about me is on my profile! i hope i can make some friends on here! happy new years eve!!! :3

it's the new year's eve today. i hope that the next year will be better than the last, but i doubt that. each year everything just seems to get worse for me. i wont get my hopes up too high.though the past couple of days were alright for me except for the 3 days before today where i felt like i was pretty much holding on by a thread. my boyfriend helped me though, he always does, i'm greatful for him.but i just wish i could be accepted by my family and get the help and support that i need from them, maybe then i wouldn't constantly feel like sh*t. i don't tell them anything though, my family broke that trust so it's hard for me to tell them anything and it's honestly hard for me to tell anyone anything after that.maybe this year though, i want to try to change things for myself. i want to come out to my family again in hopes that they'll take me seriously this time and not ignore me and leave me to suffer. the other things i'm going through though, i'm not ready to tell them and i don't really think that i ever will be ready to tell them. that's what i'm good at, nothing up my feelings and thoughts til the seams are bursting and there's no going back from the breakdown.there's so many things i want to begin to do in 2022. i have my resolutions, my plans. maybe this time ill be able to do them, or at least i hope so. i truly doubt i will, honestly.i also have to go to a party tonight, i don't want to go. i'm feeling horrible right now and there's nothing more i want to do than to stay home. i don't care who misses me, afterall i probably won't be missed. it's just a party, nothing special anyway. i just want to  be at home and rot a bit. like i always do. i'm also scared to go too though since last night another thing had gotten worse for me, my tics. they usually only came around when i thought of something bad but last night, they just kept getting worse and worse to the point where i was struggling to even fall asleep. when i did though and woke up in the morning, they kept on happening. it feels horrible, i hate it, i hate i cant control it. i hope this is just temporary though and they actually didn't get worse, i really hope because i don't want this. i don't want to be judged by people. i don't want this.i don't want a lot of things but they just seem to happen anyway, i guess. i should be used to it by now. shouldn't i ?anyway, i don't have much else to say. just wishing this year will be better.happy new year.

This is a spell candle I've recently made. By made, I mean I purchased it and dressed and charged the candle for a specific use, not that I poured the candle myself! If you would like to make one of your own or simply learn how I made it, read on.This is a candle I've titled Total Reset. A complete soft reset of your mind, particularly after a long and stressful period of your life. I made the candle when my college finals ended and am using it today to prepare for all that comes next. I will not be including instructions on any rituals to be conducted with this candle, only how to create the candle itself. Candle type  Something wide, like a tealight or votive. I use oversized tealights.  Blue; light blue on bottom and dark blue on top. Or just dark blue.   dark blue - for bringing harmony and peace/ease, as well as to open the eyes to what's next and promote healing from stressors past   light blue - for enhancing focus and inspirationMaterials  sunflower petals - to bring in joy and good fortune, as well as to open the eyes to what's next  rain lily petals - to bring peace and ease the mind, and to encourage mental strength  citrine crystal (used in conjunction with candle or use small pieces in the candle) - to open new opportunities, promote optimism, and bring in emotional balance  lavender essential oil - to relieve stress   optional orange essential oil - to uplift and invigorate  white or light blue wax - white wax to signal a new beginning, that the stress of the past is gone and now is a time to healDressing instructions1) If you have a heat gun, melt the top of the candle. If not, carry onto step two2) dress top of candle with herbs and optional citrine chunks. 3) Light the light blue wax if the base candle has no light blue in it. Drip wax on top of the herbs on the candle. If you don't have a heat gun to seal the herbs into the candle, this is how you're going to seal them in. For dripping wax, I used a chime candle and lit it, holding it at a downward angle over the base candle.4) Light the white wax and repeat step four.5) dress the top of the candle with your essential oil, being careful not to use too much.6) cleanse or otherwise consecrate the candle before use. I placed a chunk of selenite on top of the candle and let it sit on my windowsill for many weeks. I've heard that any energy obtained from the moonlight will be cleared away when the sun rises, but as I charged it after cleansing by meditating with my intention, this doesn't seem like an issue to me.https://vayas-witchcraft-and-spiritual.tumblr.com/post/132082175450/lilyhttps://www.thespruce.com/citrine-crystal-in-feng-shui-1274371https://www.learnreligions.com/sunflower-magic-and-folklore-2562037https://www.pagangrimoire.com/candle-color-meanings/https://medium.com/witchology-magazine/magickal-oils-101-1caaf88bb61d

i want to be real to myself on my blog. how? i can't even tell my truth to my ngga sometimes cause he don't want to hear me whine..? he does the same but god forbid we tell these nggas who they act like-

Acaba de pasar mucha poposota en poco tiempo Mi papá no va a venir a Año Nuevo, sólo comeremos Pizza y tacos en la noche,vaya Año Nuevo de mierda, me pelié con May y no me gusta herir sus sentimientos, aparte que se victimizó al principio y ahora dice "La que se pierde mi amistad es ella" cuando yo llevaba mucho aguantándome sus malos tratos y cosas que me incomodaban, como el hecho que se hablara con Vincen y me dijera que le gustaba aún sabiendo que A MÍ me gustaba, osea, huuh?  pq hablarías con el wey que le gusta a tu ""mejor amiga"""Pero lo más importante y poposota de todo, ofendí a Ximena por accidente, estábamos hablando sobre si mentiríamos o no para lograr algo y yo dije "Pues creo que yo no, mis papás me han enseñado a conseguir las cosas de forma honesta" (algo en lo que ella estaba en desacuerdo pq ella si mentiría)  y me dijo en audio "Uy, que fea indirecta" NOOO MAILOB, te juro que no era indirecta, peornd si te hice creer eso, juro que no quise ser grosera, ni siquiera sabía que contaba como indirecta, no quise sentirme más que tú ni que "yo si soy honesta, no sé tu, pero YO, si tengo educación *se hace el cabello atrás* OSEA NOO, te juro que no era así, nos llevábamos muy bien, pero siento que la cague, OOODIO que la gente crea que soy mamona o mala onda, y menos cuando dije algo sin intención de ofender, espero que no se enoje tanto y no me trate distinto, o que le diga a alguna de sus amigas de la escuela y mi reputación quede arruinada y quede como una mamona

i can talk about how bad i felt for gabriel and lucifer. first of all gabriel had to endure years of torture and fear.and then sam locked in the cage which was lucifers biggest fear buuuuuut then he had to face so much more things

Ok so I have things I want to accomplish this year coming up 2022 and a bucket list tweak or two. 1. Get healthy, lose weight, (low carb is how I'm gonna try it)I have a website that focuses on my weight loss journey it's called Dissipate the Weight2. Drink more H2O3. Work on and publish my 2024 total solar eclipse page I made dedicated to everybody who is planning to see this next awesome celestial show make it to their destination and can go back home bragging and saying "When is the next one?!" 4. Save money for house5. Pay down all my debts6. Focus on my happiness as well as my kiddos happiness as well. If I think of any more I will post them on here. Happy New Years Eve y'all!!!!!

totally forgot abt this acct lol XD

this kinda reminds me of how in victorious they like had updates and got to put how they feel and stuff.

 hi I dunno what 2 do here some times- I could write and stuffs but I dunno where 2 start? Should I just write wut ever or like my feelings lol but I dunno maybe I should try writing somthin like dat I can actually write ok but I like how I type like this sum times lol it's funnn but eh I'll do wut ever Uh- Maybe I should talk about my day?Uhhhhh Not alot happened- I watched Markiplier play FNAF for a while- I then ate breakfast- bagel bacon eggs and sum other stuffs er after words I drew some stuff on my phone and then I watch yt again I don't remember wut I watched but eh I then when 2 go eat lunch and I ate hotdogs and maca cheese but it was too much hot dawg uhhh then I went outside and did some chores like garbage and then wwnt on my phone again and then dinner and then I ate tator tots and chicken- while watching game grumps and now I'm here- that's all I remember. Uhhh hi! Your here like rn so cool 

im (the body) not actually 41 btw, thats just wilbur's age on the smp :))

what if Millard Fillmore signed the Anti Slavery Act. what if what if Taylor and Scott didn't fight in polk's mexican war what if there is lots of internet misinformation I want to love the Whigs part spanish part mexican... wikiepedia sucks. ZACKARY OH ZACKARY and SCOTT I LOVED THE MEXICANS. I never left Virginia. OH HARRISON WILLIAM HOW THEY SPREAD LIES ABOUT YOU WILLIAM HENRY H I LOVED THE INDIANA INDIANS. They were told to stay in their lands and stay out of citys.

Цирк мышей доят около моей головы;Они по-французски бормочут, ура-у-у-у-у-у-у-у-у-у-у-у-у-у.Могут ли они прыгнуть через скакалку, колесо телеги, повалить меня на пол?Могут ли они кормить меня фосфором, литием и сдавать меня милорду?Могут ли они вздрагивать, пеленать, плакать над грудью, расслабляться после ящерской ярости?Пусть они плачут.Кричать.Могут закопать?Они могут поговорить со мной, мышка Аделаида?Я не пойму, и это защитит меня, ведро со скотом в кулаке, на параде одуванчиков.Я бы хихикнул? Могу, но в моей груди мыши не живут, так что поклон дает глазу, конечно, не мое лицо, но лучшее. Шкуры поднимают мою голову, необрезанную, и обратно, И я могу видеть свое тело только на скрученной кнопке на экране.Так что нет, благородный язычник, которым я не мог быть.Ужас под моими ботинками, между пальцами ног, мыши, скрипящие под моей кожей.Босс не должен видеть и не может знать давно Шрамы под длинным, нижним бельем.Молотковая пятка миссис скулит, а обтянутые кожей руки не могут этого хотеть;Очистить кожуру соком, застояться, проткнуть пищевод; для откорма фруктов, чтобы насмехаться.The circus of collar'd mice are milking about my scalp;They, in their Frenchy murmurs, yip, yop, and yalp; Shall they jump rope, cartwheel, hopscotch me down to the floor?May they suckle on phosphate, lithium, and junk me up to my lord? May they wince, be swaddled, cry over their breasts, mouths loosen'd after lizardly fury?May they weep. Shout. May they Bury?Can they talk to me, mousy Adelaide?I would not understand, and it would defenstrate me, a bucked out cattle curled in my fist down the dandelion parade. Would I giggle? I may, but no mice live in my chest. So the bowing provides to the eye, not of my face, but the best. The pelts pull my head up, uncircumcised, and back,And I may only see my body in a silvered screen thumbtack. So no, the genteel Gentile I couldn't have been. The dread, under my boots, between my toes, scitching under my skin,The boss cannot see and should not know long'dt scars under long, underwear. The missus's hammer heel whines, and cannot want;Clean peel juice, poke my stagnated esophagus, for fruit, fattening to taunt.   

I was thinking about this guy I cut off because he liked me. I'm so stupid not to realize he liked me earlier. He would ask me if I was ok or if I'm eating right. Like?? He was throwing hints!! He even asked to know more about me. I was like "no"🧍‍♀️. He weird fr. That's why I don't like when people have crushes on me. It barely happens but UGHH when it does it sucks!! I'm the dumb one for not seeing the hints and dippin🚶‍♂️. I know he stare at me sometimes he liked me for like ever since we met ain't no way he over me already. I hope he get over it soon. He's actually a sh*tty person anyway.